the past couple of days have been awesome....and i really mean it...ive never been this happy before in my life....i love you so fuckin much you have no idea

i cant take it anymore....

im so tired!!..i was on the phone until like 3 in the morning crying on on the phone with asim....i dont even know why....i really miss a lot of ppl and i never talk to them anymore....even my family....my brothers gone to california, my mom moved to lynn(not a big deal), i havent seen my sister in forever, i havent seen my niece, my grandmother ( Read more... )

i got another lj ppl so if you see another person on your lj buddy list it is me so add me motherfuckers...this is for real my last entry...later much

this is my farewell to everyone im not gunna write in lj anymore bc ppl are nosy and then bother me....some people dont even care but whatever....i love all you guys and mabye ill make a new lj mabye not but this one is over and done with...later

everything is better now and i think that i can go home....well....i cant go home yet....i have a 4 hour community pass with my mom but i cant take the train to go home yet....hopefully things will work out and katie i hope that you read this...i hope you live a miserable life and just to let you know im getting coustdy of your daughter when im 18 ( Read more... )

so my sister ended up filing a 51a on my mom and now my brother is moving to california wiht my dad and my mom is moving to florida....i cant take this shit anymore....for the people that warned me about my sister i shouldda listened to you....no ill have no family and have to live on my own without anyone...it sucks but i guess i have to deal with ( Read more... )

yesterday was horrible....i got my wisdom teeth pulled and then i had a family problem....things just didnt go well for me....things just suck....now i wont be able to go home or anything anymore....nothing....i have nothing anymore....i cant see any of you anymore....im sorry but i have to end this livejournal....im sick of it....its not like any ( Read more... )

i dont know why things dont go good for me anymore....i mean all my mom has to do is two things for me and she wont do it.....if she really wanted me back then she would do these things...all she has to do is go to ONE drug counseling session and take a phyche evaluation...its not that hard for her to do...i mean is it so hard for her to do it for ( Read more... )

i have been busy and if anyone cares im getting my wisdom teeth on my right side pulled on the 7th of april.....seans getting out in april too....im excited...i cant wait....i dunno....ill be going home this saturday and sunday so if anyone wants to make plans which most of you wont want to post a comment and we can chill...later