i had a great fuckin weekend....it was awesome i got to spend it with my aunt anna and my grandmother and i got a new purse...yay....i havent talked to my aunt maureen in like forever and it is making me pissed off bc i want to see her....i dunno....i hope that my social worker will let david come up and see me i want to see him so bad....i hope ( Read more... )

i dont have much to say....im depressed....no one will talk to me and my family like keeps avoiding me and it really sucks....i have court on the 22nd....i dunno whats gunna happend...im just gettign areigned....if thats how you spell it.....i dunno im out for now....later

today was awesome.....i had a good day in school....i got to miss my last class because my jaw was killing me and then i went home....then went to the library....got a ride form logan and had fun....chilled with chris....had fun....i miss david....i hope i can see him soon....I LOVE YOU MAN!!!...im done...later

well....(i always seem to start off with that) i had a bad phone call last night with my sister.....she was like yelling at me and shit and it made me all sad...like i asked her nicely (yes i did) to stop yelling at me and she was like no.... she said you want to go home with mom and not me and i was like there are reasons that i want to go home ( Read more... )

well...today sucked...i have a fuckin migrane headache and just today totally sucked ass....i need a cigarette....yes i smoke....i stopped but i started again...what a shame huh?.....i dunno...i had a visit on sunday with my aunt...i got two new pairs of jeans and a radio and it was awesome...i dunno...i hate my life thats all i have to say....

i hate marius

well...i had work today and then my program came to check up on me and like the ppl at work said that i wasnt working and i got into a whole bunch of trouble and then i talked to sue and then i got out of the trouble....i dont know why i got in trouble in the first place but eh....im jewish so thats probably why.....i wasnt suppossed to go on my ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to say but my weekend was good...i had lobster and it was fucking awesome...i saw most of my fasmily and talked to my dad and he didnt yell at me which was good....but anyways sam i miss you a lot and hopefully we can make plans for next saturday or sunday to chill bc i think ill be down....later

im 16 today!! go me!! ya...not many ppl have wished me a happy birthday but o well...thats not gunna ruin my day-later ppl

i sit here in the library working, while talking to my friends dad, and i finally realize that i have no life, no parents, no friends, nothing. It didnt even bother me...then i started feeling really low and such and started crying in the library...people started looking at me and were like are you ok and i was like you dont know me so who are you ( Read more... )