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[lostinfakesmylz]

• i hate boys..
• i hate relationships..
• i hate break ups.. 
  
• Boys lie, and are difficult, and make me want to punch them in the face, like i want to be in a relationship..because i miss it, i cant deal with being alone really, and i like aaron, but hes sooo utterly and completely difficult..and i just want him to be simple, and be able to

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[egatscitsalp]

I felt the same way for sooo long.. maybe its a rick thing.

idk, just know that I will be here for you no matter what and let me know if you need anything at all... even a camel, I'll find one somewhere, promise. <333

*drastic

[lostinfakesmylz]

haha thanks. Yea...maybe it is a rick thing...haha.

I don't think i'll be needing a camel anytime soon, but maybe just friendship, and someone there. Thank you darling.

Also thank you for the spelling haha...

[anonymous]

Megan, have i ever told you my opinion about you and Rick breaking up? Have you even asked me? No. Then why would you fucking tell everyone else my opinion for me? If you think that i've chosen Rick's side, as you so childishly decide to view it, then the least you could do is consult THE ACTUAL SOURCE OF THAT DECISION before writing it for the whole emo LJ world to see. I've acted no different to you in the past two weeks than in the past two months, and if you'd make any semblance of effort we could still very well be friend.

[lostinfakesmylz]

okay, people have all been telling me that you "took ricks side" and so i got upset. and you dont talk to me at all in the hallways, and on D Days you guys dont sit with us in lunch..it seems like you dont want to be my friend...

Go ahead swear at me, scream at me call me EMO. what ever, i dont fucking care..

Sorry, if it bothers you..sorry...

[pumpto_myheart]

we dont sit in the cafeteria on ddays anymore because a) we dont sit there any other days either and b) you and lie jeff crawford are the only peopelw e talk to....and there are like 20 other peopel at thetable that we dont really know

if you hate boys and relationships how can you liek aaron so much and want to be ina reltionship withhim?

maybe he is avoiding you because he feels as weird/awkward around you as you feel like crying aroundhim.....

i menadont make assumptions about the way he( or anyone)n feels ifyou guys arent even talking....and never base how people feel on how other peopel say they feel.....

[lostinfakesmylz]

okay, i dont care anymore..okay i dont care about the cafeteria..

MIXED FEELINGS!! i like aaron, i always have..and as i said i want to be in a relationship cause i MISS IT!!! and i want that feeling...

ANd thats fine, whatever..im sorry, i dont care i guess thats how breakups go, awkward and all...

okay, well people usually are right, and considering they are better friends with the person than i am, i assume to believe them..

SOrry im fucking pissing you off, im sorry if my journal entries piss everyone off...