....update maybe.

[lostinkali]

Well I think I've decided to discontinue use of LiveJournal. I don't really think it matter too much as no one reads mine, nor do I read others. But for the sake of posterity, I figured I'd at least give one final update. So here goes;

On The SummerWell the summer is off to a wonderfully depressing start. Work is work, 40 hours of absolute hell

Comments

[lovebyrd]

If you have a little extra time this summer, I'd love to see you... or get lunch, or hang out, or soemthing. Sounds like you could use a friend to talk to... you have my number. Let me know if you'd like to hang out - I'm in school till Saturday, then I'll be home - call me

[wmubonzi]

Hey..I keep missing you on the phone....feeling the same K-Zoo blues...miss it incredibly...well...I'll keep trying to get ahold of ya so we can both bitch about how much the east side sucks....

you know.

[snox137dom]

think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true

[krazykid884]

Dude, please don't talk like that, believe me I can relate, life sucks ass, at times, but beating yourself up and suicide dosen't help, I've shed alot of blood over the last 5-6 years, and it hasn't made things any better... Im sorry things arn't going well, but they do say that college is when the most changes in your life will occure. If you really feel that the writing is on the wall, so to speak, with Jenn, then talk to her, see what the two of you really think the chances are with the situation, and if she feels the same way then she will be more likly to break it off now, so you can get over it sooner. I know we haven't hung out or anything, in forever with school, and work and such, but if you need to talk or anything you know Im here.

[lillaurablueyz]

you are not allowed to talk like that man. i've known you since kindergarten, you're not allowed to take you from me. you've been with me through some of the worst shit of my life, i'm here for you when you need me. if i have to drive all night to go down to western to just chill with you i would, in a heartbeat(minus all the time it takes me to get lost in k-zoo). you've always been the one to tell me how yea life sucks ass now but think of all the people who care for you, rj pat brandon dom me everyone. do you know the hell you'd put us through if you did anything? yea i know life sucks and meds dont help(i've watched my mom long enough to know) but you're here for a reason and we dont' want you to go anywhere