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1. i love you. your fuckin amazing. your closer than a sister to me. i know i can ALWAYS count on you to be there for me. if anything everrrrrrr happened to you, i swear i would die, (or become a hardcore goth hahah) your the only person i feel really comfortable complaining to, and you always help. it might not be advice, but you make me forget about what i was complaining about either by laughs or indulging yourself in some ben n jerrys and mourning with me. i love youuu <33
2. something weird has happened between us, and i cant figure out what actually changed us. we used to be so close, but weve grown so far apart. sometimes you act like you care about a certain few people so much that it seems like no one else matters. no matter how much we actually do get on each others nerves, we both try so hard to keep our friendship. i care so much about you
3. i miss you so much. i hate how stupid i was and how stupid i still am cuz i cant decided what to do with how i feel about you. i love our friendship now, but i miss calling you mine. i catch myself thinking about you constantly. i still like you so much and its scary for me. im sorry for the bitchyness and all the bullshit, im sorry for my stupidity. im sorry for everything, but im not sorry for you.
4. your fuckin hilarious. we have so many weird moments. never is a moment dull when im with you. your witty comments are the best. were so close, that we refuse to get any closer. im with you more than im with my actual family. we are basically with each other 24-7 and have one of the oddest friendships ive ever heard of. we have so much fun together. im going to die without you next year, but ill still probably see you every day. you are one of the greatest people ever and i love you for being my friend since, like, forever.
5. hahah i love you. i hated you for so long, but you are now one of my best friends. you can get on my nerves, but i cant be mad at you for long. people probably find it so weird that we hang out as much as we do, but its not weird one bit to me. your completely stupid and i love it. you are my getaway. i forget about any shit that has happened when im with you, and if i dont you talk with me about it. your just amazing.
6. your awesome. you listen to me. we dont hang out that much, but i tell you so much. youve become one of my best friends throughout this year. i love how no matter how girly i feel or how sad or stupid or mad i am, you always listen to me complain. and when im havin a good day, you always become a retard with me and just act stupid. your completely amazing and you cant ever change. you need to be happy more, i hate it when your depressed. i love you
7. i dont exist to you. your my friend and all and i hang out with you, but you seem to look right through me. you seem to complain to me a lot and i try to help because i dont think you know anything about me and how listening to you makes me feel. you got my hopes up, but you let me down, and that crushed me. im getting over it, but i still cant get over how i felt and kind of still do.
8. how i described you to my mother "my bestest cutest little friend ever" yet your older than me : D. you, your just always always always there for me. your so random, its hilarious. i was a bitch to you in 2nd grade man, and your still my friend. were amazingly close and its awesome. but we seriously need to chill more before i die, k? k.
9. we just got close this year. we stole you to goodness and im glad we did. your an amazing friend and an all around amazing person. i dont think i could ever be as nice as you are. your so pretty, yet we make fun of you for it just cuz were jealous. you say y oufeel like your the 3rd wheel, but we all feel like that and its weird. your awesome and im so glad i got to really know you.
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10. your frickin the coolest person ever. you got stuck with us and made the best out of it. we got amazingly close and im so happy. your like a brother to me and i love you. i love how honest you are with me and how i tell you so much and its kinda weird how i trust you with all of it. sometimes you set yourself out of the rest of everyone else and id love to know why. it seems like you feel you dont fit in and you just stand back and watch. i love you no matter what.