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[lostinlala_land]

yep adding more


dont know what the point of this was or why i did it or  anything. i just felt like doing it for my own good so heres, uh, this...yeah no one needs to read it

1. im random
2. im short
3. very short
4. and im getting used to it
5. i love my friends
6. i love my boyfriend [duh]
7. i love my sammi
8. i love the stars
9. they can keep my attention for so long
10. i think theyre gorgeous
11. leonardo dicaprio is my husband
12. really, he is
13. ok maybe not.
14. im just his whore
15. and my mom even knows it
16. long late night phone calls are the greatest thing alive
17. unless im really tired and all i say is mmmmmmm
18. but the long ones that go until all hours of the morning are great
19. even the ones that start at like 3 and go till 6 or something
20. my mom knows when im on the phone with sam cuz i have a different laugh
21. i laugh so much when im talking to her
22. cuz were cool like that
23. i really hate school but thats nothing new
24. pink is my favorite color
25. i like my eyes, but i wish they were a lot prettier
26. i hate my hair a lot
27. i hate it when people crack their knuckles
28. and i also hate old toothbrushes
29. not even that old either, just when the brush part starts getting bent, i need a new one
30. my thumb nails are bent cuz i used to bite them when i was little which made them mess up growing now
31. im really tired right now so this might not make much sense
32. buti never really make a lot of sense so it doesnt really matter
33. i have my opinions on everything
34. and fight for them no matter what
35. im the most stubborn person you'll ever meet
36. ever
37. and im also a very jealous person too, about a lot of stuff
38. tissues with the lotion in them are a part of life for me. i love them.
39. im addicted to the computer but wanna start not being so addicted
40. i like the phone a whole lot better
41. i wanna go on a real old fashioned date
42. where the guy picks up the girl with the car
43. and brings her flowers
44. then goes to the drive in
45. then to dinner
46. then at the end of the date
47. walks her to the door and kisses her
48. yeah sounds kinda perfect
49. i get along with my parents most of the time
50. i love my family
51. were a very close family
52. and when i dont see them for a week or more it seems like forever
53. i eat a lot
54. actually i eat too much, one of the 7 deadly sins
55. but i love food.
56. basically all food
57. i get mad at stupid stuff a lot
58. but then i realize im being a bitch and say sorry
59. but when im really mad, you know it
60. im not nice a lot of the time too
61. if i dont like you, you know it
62. im not fake
63. i dont act fake
64. i hate fake people
65. and anything that has to do with fakeness
66. so what i say is what i feel
67. and sometimes i say what i feel too much
68. or just dont say it at all
69. and need friends to help me with courage to say stuff
70. and i love them for that
71. and when i say i love you, i really do love you
72. and i love baby [duh my doll]
73. i know its not good to be attached to an object, but i just cant help it
74. and it sounds stupid, whenever i go in my room and cry, baby always makes me feel better
75. and speaking of crying
76. i ALWAYS feel as if a good cry does me good
77. if its a good cry about something, afterwards, i feel a lot better
78. i love the music i listen to
79. if you dont i dont really care
80. i love rain and everything that has to do with it
81. rain, thunder, lightning, puddles, power outages...everything
82. im afraid of the wind
83. actually afraid of it. not just a breeze, but when its really windy i flip out. it really scares me
84. i havent seen a scary movie since i was about 7 and saw 5 minutes of scream and got creeped out for weeks
85. and i dont think id like scary movies too much
86. i want to be snowboarding right now
87. i want it to be christmas. i LOVE christmas. the snow, the decorations, the family, the traditions, the songs. everything
88. i HATE valentines day
89. with or without a date, i really cant stand it
90. if you dont have a date on valentines day you feel like shit
91. and if you do have a date then i feel like there shouldnt be a proclaimed day to show someone that you care, but do it on your own day at your own time in your own way. not the same day the rest of everybody is doing the same thing
92. i love mexico
93. and have been there 3 times
94. vanilla is my favorite scent
95. and i love old spice on guys
96. axe makes me kinda wanna puke. i hate the smell of it
97. i miss my long hair
98. noses are weird body parts. if you actually look at them they look like they dont belong there and are just stupid
99. this is number 100
100. i love my camera.  i love having pictures to remember stuff by
101. i take A LOT of pictures of eyes. i think eyes are really pretty
102. boy meets world is life.
103. titanic is too
104. and maybe even school of rock
105. and the lion king
106. or just all disney movies
107. and when i say all, i mean all
108. disney is incredible, im kinda obsessed
109. my clock just struck 1
110. and there was no mouse
111. i love my cat
112. i miss niagara middle school a lot
113. im drifting with some of my friends and it kinda sucks
114. but when were together its like nothings happening
115. songs trigger emotions
116. some good some bad
117. i have about 129312031209 songs that trigger emotions
118. and theres one song that i havent let myself listen to since 6th grade
119. laughter is the best medicine
120. i really kinda believe that
121. laughter and love=life
122. couldnt live without them
123. laughing till your stomach hurts is a good bad feeling
124. so is laughing till root beer comes out of your nose
125. makes for some good stories
126. maybe ill get up to 200 on this thing
127. that'd be pretty cool
128. FLAMINGOS
129. im the most ticklish person you will ever meet
130. i love when i smile so much that my cheeks hurt
131. and its not even a fake "im going to take your picture" smile
132. its a "i laughed and had so much fun one time that my cheeks hurt" smile
133. ive spent 70 something hours straight with a friend before.
134. that was a lot of hours
135. and we didnt even get sick of each other
136. ive gone to a good charlotte concert
137. in either 6th or 7th grade
138. and fuckin proud of it
139. summer '05 was kinda great a lot
140. my bellybutton is an innie
141. and its reallllllllllly an innie
142. outtie bellybuttons are kinda gross
143. but cute at the same time
144. i really liek drawing hands
145. and if i could draw more and better i would
146. maybe ill start so ill get better
147. letchworth was amazingly fun
148. "lauren, just go tackle someone"
149. i really miss ms. deluca
150. she was my favorite ever
151. only 50 more till 200
152. my left foot is bigger than my right
153. by a half a side
154. and the right side of my head has thicker hair then the left side
155. ive never broken a bone
156. ive never had metal in my mouth
157. im wearing fuzzy slippers that i love to death
158. i look good in emo glasses [hahaha]
159. im looking at a picture of kelly and pj and its making me laugh a lot
160. i can be shy at times
161. then other times i can be so obnoxious
162. and my mom thinks im modest
163. yeah modesty is for bitches
164. i complain a lot
165. and anyone who listens are my favorite people ever
166. cuz without complaning id be dead
167. i dont talk to sam enough lately, i dont get my 2 phone calls a day thing
168. soccer season is now, and my team sucks
169. weve won one game
170. but we dont really care and just have a lot of fun
171. i hate girly girls
172. i dont wear a lot of makeup
173. and when i do, i make a big deal out of it
174. i normally dont really care about my apperances but sometimes theres those days when im like "wow i feel like looking pretty today' and thats when i actually care
175. i love weird lighting (strobe lights and such] but....
176. its better in the dark
177. ive never been to lazertron
178. or olive garden
179. or a fake n bake
180. i illegally download music
181. then illegally make ringtones
182. the last cd i bought was about 3 years ago
183. yeah thats kinda bad
184. i love bubble baths
185. i love anything that has to do with chocolate, including hot chocolate, chocolate milk and dark chocolate
186. i complain about this stupid city all the time, but in the end, i know i love it and would die if i left
187. my room deffenitly reflects me
188. im obsessed with sequence
189. i own $20 pink mascara and i love it (and im the one that just said she didnt care about her apperance, but duh, its pink for eyes)
190. ive gotten hit on by old mexican guys on a street in mexico, that was scary
191. i got lost in sams club when i was little and cried for a long time about it
192. i was lost in the woods before and didnt know it
193. i miss chance a lot. he kept me safe so many times, even though he was mean i loved him
194. mikes in college in flordia and i miss him a lot
195. justins going to college the end of this year and i think i might die
196. camp is my favorite place in the world. its too hard to explain the attachment to camp that i ahve
197. i miss oliver so much
198. sega is amazing. especially the lion king for sega, or toejam and earl. great game
199. i HATE pants. theyre pointless and uncomfy, and bother me. pants are simply overrated
200. 200. im done
201. i really wanna go to australia. really bad.
202. i can read minds
203. the sims are amazing
204. im not sure if this is actually working cuz im doing it with html, and im typing it out
205. i live off of the telephone
206. ill think of more later