fuck it

[lostinlyingeyes]

so maybe its more complicated than just being kicked out, that doesnt mean i lied, best analogy i can come up with is i got 90% kicked out and took the last 10% upon myself. i didnt lie to you at all, but if thats how you want to think about me, fine, no one gives a shit about me why should you. im used to it by now, anyone who means anything to

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[crapnamesinuse]

"I care about you... in a friends way only" LIAR
How long have you been lying to me stuart

Glad you enough faith and trust in me to be preparing for me to LEAVE. If thats the case, we were never friends.

[lostinlyingeyes]

say huh what? this entry was bullshit, i was really moody yesterday, but i dont understand the first part of your entry response, please explain...what i said in there was dumb, i was kinda flipping, but i dont understand what i was lying about, unless of course you are talking about some sorta drunken babble with billy that didnt mean ANYTHING...I haven't lied to you about shit ginger, not a damn thing. in certain instances i havent said all of what is going on, but if thats lying everyone is a liar, and ill wait for your response to this to clarify more on that one...

[lostinlyingeyes]

and call me crazy, but after what ive been through lately with the people i care about, i do prepare for everyone important to me to leave, not because i EXPECT it, but because i can't help it, im terrified to trust anyone anymore, at least as completely as i trust you, and when you called me a liar yesterday when i didnt lie about anything, well, i guess i overreacted but still...