alright

[lostinlyingeyes]

i haven't talked shit about ginger at all for the record. i maybe vented and stated what is going on right now, but i didn't talk shit. ill always think very highly of ginger and wouldn't want anyone to think im trying to say anything really bad about her, just this situation is all fucked up and im tired of dealing with fucked up situations with

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[anonymous]

so... "i can say fuck you too" is not talking shit to her? your riding a fine line recently stu i'd watch what u say lest you loose more friends

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[lostinlyingeyes]

no really it isnt, it is saying if she wants to say that, i can say it too, and if it turns out that im full of shit, then so be it, it was a hypothetical if u really think about it, and...any friend i am going to lose for stupid reasons isn't really my friend anyways. end of story. and i am assuming this is scott, and, well, it honestly doesn't effect me that much if you want to be my friend or not, i just gave the chance, doesn't mean all of a sudden its like your the best friend i couldn't stand to lose again, i mean, only time we were supposed to hang out, you didnt show up. what i put in my journal is all my own, and no, i don't believe saying if you want to say fuck me than fuck you too is talking shit, especially not in the way i put it. basically, i was just saying im not gonna let it get to me, and you totally misunderstood my words. i wasn't just flat out saying fuck you, not at all, but i don't really care how you take it or don't take it. "walking a thin line" ill jump off the edge for all i care, theres other people

Just to let everyone know

[crapnamesinuse]

Now that I know stuart was venting and stating to everyone what was going on, I have a few things to say.

Stu went from having NO idea what was going on, to THINKING he knew what was going on, to KNOWING what was going on, to assuming that I was "throwing out friendship away for some stupid bullshit", all in the process of NEVER TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT. Thats right folks, we never discussed what was on my mind the whole time this happened. Yes, I IGNORED him when he imed me, cause I wasnt ready to talk... maybe childish, but there really is no other way to handle stu. Once he wants to know something from you, he doesn't get off your back about it, even if you DO tell him you do't wanna talk. So, while he was VENTING to whoever he vented to, and while he was telling you what was going on between us, HE NEVER ACTUALLY HAD ANY CLUE WHAT WAS GOING ON! I never said" FUCK YOU STU", or "I don't want to be your friend stu..", I simply said nothing. nothing, nothing, nothing

Re: Just to let everyone know

[lostinlyingeyes]

yup, this is all true unfortunately, im pretty stupid sometimes, but arent we all?

oiooo

[crapnamesinuse]

I failed to mention that everything is talked out now.... it's all understood and good.

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[lostinlyingeyes]

:)