spring break's been boring. took mom out on sat for some easter shopping at big lots, dollar tree, and kroger. saw jen. then played battle front and colored eggs saturday night. yay, this year was tie-dye and speckled eggs. called andrew that night (well, 2am) and talked to hime through a couple states, bout an hour n a half, trying to make ( Read more... )

i decided to stay home this morning. i fell asleep between 10:30 and 11 to the sounds of the little mermaid, feeling very much alone and very stressed. didn't sleep well since i fell asleep stressed out. got up at 9 and immediately got to work. filled out a few more things on my scholarship that needs to be sent out today. then got on the ( Read more... )

i definitely should be working on my paper... but i feel this needs to be done before another day passes ( Read more... )

i hate that there are certain things i shouldn't think about...
...and i think about them anyway.
i hate that some things hurt SO bad when i think about them...
...even though they're long gone.
i hate the bad feeling that certain memories have attached to them...
...that makes me feel sick to my stomach and makes my heart ache.*sigh* so, as ( Read more... )

monday was super long and i was dead tired all day. no jen in 1st... no paul in 2nd... no ty at lunch... and i spent all of 4th working on 2 scholarships. felt sick to my stomach all day so came home and mom called into work for me. fell asleep for 10 mins before dinner and spent the rest of the evening on the pull-out couch on the phone, or ( Read more... )

my julio's defintely gone now. a lot of people have given me shit about still hanging around this guy... but, frankly, i don't care what you have to say about it. i love him a lot... and always will ( Read more... )

friday was boring. pod ate lunch w/ us so me, ty, n pod discussed battlefront all of lunch. and isaac and i actually argued over what would happen if there wa s a fight btwn the star wars and star trek characters ( Read more... )

back to the sucky days ( Read more... )

wow, it's been quite a while ( Read more... )

today i woke up. i then showered and went to work. we got new visors and new shirts. they did not have new shirts in my size, but will soon. doug (the owner and manager at the time) said he was glad to see me. that made me happy. he asked me to write on a cake. it wasn't very pretty. i fought w/ joseph all day and then he whipped my ass w/ ( Read more... )