loooong couple of days. one of those days was the last day of school where i showed up for precalc and spent lunch in spear's room trying not to cry when ruiz had to keep saying stuff and kelley had to keep looking pretty and spear had to... well, he didn't do anything but i knew i'd miss him. but w/e. cried at kel a bit. then failed my precalc ( Read more... )

let me see... um... night before last i think is when me n shley went n got sean and we went to mcdonald's and ate some. then went to roanoke singing rent. stopped at target so i could get them to walk down the bike path thingy w/ me since i've been wanting to do that for quite some time. then shley complained it was too far so we didn't go past ( Read more... )

yesterday was my last full day of high school. how strange ( Read more... )

spent the day playing w/ picture software and not doing what i shoulda been.  then got ready and went to baccalaureate (sp?).  sat on stage looking pretty and trying to ignore sean talking behind me so i wouldn't laugh.  led the pledge.  tried to pay attention to the churchy stuff about eagles.  then went and ate cookies w/ my family (who were all ( Read more... )

yesterday was a nice friday.  got to school and enjoyed morning in cafeteria.  stayed w/ sean n ty n han n beth all morning.  sat up front for awards assembly.  got a stupid thing to add to my letter jacket i'll hardly ever wear again and a lovely gold tassel and the bullshit award for that dumb test.  yay.  then stood on the grass w/ kids while ( Read more... )

it's been a few days since i've jotted anything down.  so let's see... no school mon.  that's when shley n i decided to skip volunteering and instead we got our free drinks, watched bands and wandered around, turned in my ap to friday's, ate at mcdonalds, laid in the shade at the park, and then chilled at joe's and ate hot dogs on the fire.  then i ( Read more... )

brittny = happy.  (it's about time, right?)

last night:  andrino came to play outside w/ me.  was going to do my usual sneak out to the driveway thing... but mom was still awake at 3:15... so it turned into a walk out and make it obvious you're leaving... which i did.  walked past the open window near the very awake mother and met andrew in the ( Read more... )

i'm starting to think i couldn't feel much worse these days.  i try to be optimistic and happy... but it gets so hard sometimes.

this morning was financial aid meeting at RC that i was going to attend along w/ both of my parents.  when i wake up, mom refuses to get out of bed.  i screamed at her for so long.  "you said you're going, so i'm not going ( Read more... )

alright, here's what my schedule will be looking like come fall ( Read more... )

day before yesterday i left school early since i wasn't doing anything in my classes.  chilled w/ jen until my caffeine high wouldn't let me sit on he rbed anymore so i left for andrew's.  unfortunately, i'd waited too long and my caffeine caused a bit of a crash n burn by the time i got to andrew's.  so chilled there for a while.  plenned on ( Read more... )