so i really wish i had my guitar right now. i feel like if there was any night in my life for me to fnally learn to play, it would be tonight. maybe it's the fact that i just saw 'walk the line' and was quite inspired....or the show i saw last week that made me totally want to be in a band, even though it's totally not my thing. i was humming to ( Read more... )

so i kinda have the best, most amazing boyfriend in the entire world who bought a very expensive plane ticket to come see me. im shaking. ecstatic. so in loveeeee. <3

-hmm so trying to call people never works out. answer your phones!!....but not while youre having sex. ok ( Read more... )

-i got 360 new songs in a folder labeled "PUNK UP YOUR ASS" from my friend chris yesterday. becusae he rooooolz ( Read more... )

im losing it, im alone and basing all my happiness on someone half a country away. it hurts inside and i dont have anyone to go to. i feel like im losing all my friends. i couldnt replace anyone even if i wanted to. im all by myself again.

i love having the shittiest friends ever. im not going to try and make plans with anyone anymore, becuase im fucking sick of trying. lame-ass excuses ALWAYS.

i love the new drawing class im in. a lot of people are skeptical, but its so much fun being able to break through all those barriers everyone has put around us. it doesnt matter that i cant draw a perfect figure. and i love distorting it in new ways. im learning so much and working hard and making things im proud of. so my thursdays are pretty ( Read more... )

went to harvard square for a long time today and it was one of those perfect boston days. there were people everywhere and the weather was beautiful and not a problem. i did a lot of window shopping becusae if my lack of money, but did end up finally buying a new bag at hootnanays at the garage. it's so cute and was on sale for 11 buckaroos. i got ( Read more... )

welp, im back at school. nothing new. weird knowing i have a class in the morning though. and i cant sleep in? what is that? hah. it took me so long to unpack. oh, and i will never get used to living off of shitty cafateria food. wtf, i really should be skin and bones. i walk everywhere and dont eat what i should here. and when i say walk ( Read more... )

last day home. hopefully i can fit in hanging out with both jackee and the bffls. tomorow i gotta pack all the way up and head back to boston. oh, im kinda glad to be going back there. being home without tom here is depressing as hell becuase i dont usually know what to do with myself. and it makes me depressed. i wrote some mean things to him ( Read more... )