I went to a party last night and had a blast. I didn't drink, but I totally had two guys I liked that wanted to get with me. It was very cool. I went home with--watched cartoons and talked etc until 6 am--the one I went to the party with. I feel like such a good girl. Hopes are the other boy was too wasted to care, because I'm hoping to hang ( Read more... )

I'm up early to study. But i'm so going back to bed. What's the purpose of being a good student anyway?

It took nearly five hours, but now I am hungry. I've done the fasting thing for 22 hours now, so, 3 to go. But. I don't know, everything is so weird. After each thing I said at the shrink he was like "control ( Read more... )

Back from the springs. Despite overwhelming amound of drama I finally realized I can't look to find replicas of CC people here. I just need to find new chill people. Haven't exercised in nearly five days. I should shower--haven't done that in four. But, anyway I want meryl to respond to this with one of those cheesy answers from the list she ( Read more... )

raise your hand if you ran a 5k today

I'm getting old fast.

I just bought my first self-help book. Though, unlike all of our mother's, mine went straight to the shelf.

Ha! I ran 3 miles. That with my weight lifting means I've actually burned more calories than I've eaten, and I feel great.

Tonight's should is writing a paper. But I feel like shit--trying to run 3 miles in 90 degree heat is a bad idea, but for once i can blame my teacher, not myself. Anyway, I'm slipping into last year's habits, deciding to see what happens if I write it all in the morning. But unlike last year I don't plan to stay up 'til three drinking and ( Read more... )

Should be reading machiavelli. Instead I'm waiting for my laundry to dry, sulking listening to jack johnson. I feel so imature, sitting here with a stuffed animal in my lap. My struggles with eating habits have reached a point far past anything I can handle. I don't know if it's a flow over from ocd or if it's all really just a jumble of failed ( Read more... )

Why do I have the infinite ability to make guys I don't like, like me?