maybe ill start journaling again. i realize i like looking back on all the crap ive written and maybe itll be a fun habit to get back into! anyway i dont really have anything to post. i used to hate reading that in other people's journals and ill probably dislike it looking back it now but at least im ranting about that so theres something. ha ( Read more... )

(1:21:16 PM) lost in the flurry: i feel like im stealing time from the time wizard or something when i wake up at 8am ( Read more... )

after my car breaking down and getting stuck in greenfield (my car is STILL in greenfield) i am in LA.
also if you live in any city. dont ever complain about nothing to do. you dont understand what nothing to do is until youve been to greenfield. but that doesn't mean i didn't have fun. SPRINGBREAK GREENFIELD!

what a pile of shit ( Read more... )

its rare that rock picks me up with the blast of vitality it used to. its nice when it happens periodically.

the way i listen to my music is the key to unlocking my personality ( Read more... )

ill be stranded on the moon

i get up. i feel like shit, but the morning feels good. its no longer morning now, which is probably why i feel gross. but i love the actual morning when im up for it. just like i love the cigarette before going in someplace i want to go. i like the feeling of being ready but the rest of the world isn't for at least just a minute. because most of ( Read more... )

i have a bad bananattitude. or more specifically im up then im down and then im all around but i dont feel great and its that i think i hate. something is bugging me. sometimes i feel i deserve things, but lately i have trouble convincing myself im really worthy of much. the world periodically does its spins on me. i should stop feeling like im ( Read more... )

for now....