I broke my own heart.
I feel in love last night and then had a dream that he died and then he did and I cryed harder then I have ever cryed.
Then I woke up crying.
It was all a horible dream.
I've felt heart broken all day.

Just thinking about is making me cry.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I FUCKING HATE TODAY!!!!!!

So my work was only supost to be closed for a week.
Now it's closed till the end of the month.

I'm rather fucked for cash now.

Oh well.

I'M SO HAPPY.

Cause today I found my friends.

There in my head.

I love Vicodin

I hate being sick Arrgh.

I forgot how nice this is.

I'm HAPPY.

It's hard to belive I could be this happy.

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover
Have a hangover

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Funny, I was always told bad people tell you they have candy in their car.