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okay so right now i am going to spill all of everything...
okay so lately i have totally been yearning for some sort of realationship.. and whats wierd is the fact that i have been having dreams of kissing boys.. so that makes me want a b/f. so that sucks
Jeska and i have been spending like away lot of time together and its awesome becuase she gets me out of my house early and thats good. we go and get lunch and just chill.
Justin is outa town for like two weeks and thats weird becuase i havnt gone a day with out seeing him in like over two months soo yeah.. but i am taking care of his cats and the plants and stuff so thats kool. i can go and chill at his house all day(well not really for like an hour)but i have the wierd feeling that i didnt close the garage door... but i did i remember doing so but i dunno...
im really stresses about school becuase its college and its confusing and there are so many classes that i want to take but i dont know if i will het them. so thats all werid
I Really need to start going to the Gym either every day or every other day.. becuase i need to lose weight and get healthy. so im gonna see what the gym's pollicy is on having guests and if its cool then im gonna drag jesika to the gym... cuz it would be fun... and im going to start going on fatty long walks like every night..
im really upset that i have make my mom so mad at me and that i havnt payed her back the money. im also going to work for her but yeeah... i also have to pay justin and shannon back and Jeska cuz she bought me a book and dinenr... SHE RAWKS......so yeah. im going to go sleep now... but rmember ............
i think thats all if theres mor i will post more