I miss my super Ford summer, but i'm ecstatic to announce that I'll be returning this summer to complete my 2nd internship with them! this means they totally love me and ill probably get a job when i graduate ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like this place is the last place that doesn't have someone i will offend if i just rant about everything. i still frequent my friends list for a good laugh or a good short story (i have too many half finished novels right now and no time). i should start posting again because its soothing and as much as i hate it, i just need to ( Read more... )

you, with your cowardness and your falseness. you who takes all and leaves none. you preach thats of love and bonds but all I feel is empty and worthless. you slither inside and whisper how its me, and I have done this to myself, but in reality it is your idiocracy that has caused your own downfall.

Id like to start this journal entry off with a question for you. If you are reading this you obviously know who i am, so id like you to take a second and think about your impression of me as a person. Am i funny? dumb? smart? cute? lazy? immature? wise? what do you think of when you think about me? (i encourage you to write this anonymously in a ( Read more... )

Forget? Sounds good ( Read more... )

So I may be in incredibly stressed from work, school, commitments, and emotional turmoil but something amazing happened ( Read more... )

Normal ninteen year olds are at home, dreading the end of summer, dreading school. Seeing all their friends, holding part time minimum wage jobs. Planning their majors. Living with their parents ( Read more... )

fuck the male race. you dont need them when you got a nice sharp knife.

Friday night I blacked out hard for the first time ever. I ended up sleeping with a good friend of mine I also have a huge crush on. Now its a bit akward and I want to say something about actually liking him. At first I was mortified and upset, but after sleeping on it I'm more upset that it finally happened and I dont remember a second of it...and ( Read more... )

i've reached a point at work where my own personal projects are out of my hands and I have two more weeks until I inherit more to call my own. working on support work is not enough to keep me busy for 9 hours a day ( Read more... )