What is your name?: Holly ( Read more... )

i was talking to my best pal ever named james and i told him that i was so sick of this shit that people write in here and that i wasnt going to write in here for a while so that it would all go away then he said not to do that.. to update and all that awesome james stuff so here i am. you rock james... your my hero ( Read more... )

What's my name ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i keep pushing everyone away that actually cares about me
whats wrong with me
why cant i stop crying and
why did i have to open my mouth

i dont know why everyone seems to hate me... i dont want to be here anymore...
holly + guys = never works out right
lol :(
after tonight i just want to disapear.. i wish i never said anything so i wouldnt have to feel like this...
cried myself to sleep tonight but then woke up again...

WOW!! ITS BEEN FOREVER IT SEEMS LIKE.. I WAS GONE THE WHOLE WEEKEND STUCK IN MY PERSONAL HELL... HERES MY STORY ( Read more... )

SOMEONE LOVES ME!!!
READ HIS LIVEJOURNAL...
THEFASTDIEFUN!!!
KATIE I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!
CANT WAIT FOR THE SHOW!!!
YAY!!
SOMEONE LOVES ME!!!

OK SO FORGET ABOUT MY DAD FOR NOW ( Read more... )

WHY ARE FUCKING DADS SUCH ASSHOLES? HE NEVER FUCKING CALLS ME OR SEES ME. NOW HES HERE FOR MY SISTERS 8TH GRADE GRADUATION (WHICH BY THE WAY, HE DIDNT GO TO MINE AND CANT AFFORD TO COME HERE NEXT SUMMER FOR MY HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION) AND EXPECTS EVERYTHING TO BE FINE. HE TELLS ME THAT I AM GOING TO COLLEGE IN LOUISIANA AND THAT HE WANTS ME TO MOVE ( Read more... )