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[lostmybuttons]

I cant stop crying. Im shaking like mad. I saw my mom today. In the hospital.And I just. walked in, and she was just laying there. She wasnt moving. And she opened her eyes, and tears just started rolling down her face. And she couldnt say anything. And i couldnt stand to see her like that. with all those wires. and machines, and the pain in her

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[imaandhalf]

oh sweetie, i'm sorry. i know it isn't much, but know that i have seen my mom like that, too, and i understand. i know the pain, so personally.

i hope everything turns out all right.

i love you.

[lostmybuttons]

Thank you. I'll be ok. I love you.

[nullify_my_life]

oh my god. i knew she was sick but i didn't know it was that bad. For the 3 days that i knew your mom she is very sweet and she doesn't deserve any of this tell her i have my best wishes and i'd pray if i pray if you know what i mean.

seeing people sick like that does a toll to your sanity. i've gone through it a few times. and every time i wanted to stay far far away. and i didn't want to be anywhere near my grammy when she was totally brain dead and about to die because it made me sick thinking about how that was my last memory of her but when she died and i was in the other fucking room i really regretted. my advice is stay with her. you will regret it otherwise