heads clear, for the first time in a while. my eyes are burning though. contacts. eh. yeah, nothing really to rant about. no emotion, just...blank slate. its kinda nice. i like it. and maybe i'll be able to sleep, because my mind is shut off. worried about kale, amber, sabra, and alex. which is too many people to be worried about at once. sleep ( Read more... )

I got a myspace. Im a traitor. But it feels good.

www.myspace.com/speckledlikealeopord

I've decided that it's much more healthy to hate someone than it is to be infatuated. (sp?) because when you hate someone, you dont beat yourself up about it, you beat them up. its not a self destructive emotion or state of thought. its so much easier on yourself to dislike or hate something. so, with this new insight on life. Fuck him. right in ( Read more... )

got a new xanga...for the hell of it. its the same sn as this. lostmybuttons. its easy to remember. anyhow. Ghost of Monkshood show tonight. should be good. i didnt get to hear much of them last time. i think mgraniels is going. amber as well. should be swell.....but i dont know where it is...hmmm......could be bad. holy shit...apple pie and

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my right shoulder feels like someone ripped it out of the socket then shot it out of a cannon back into the hole from which it was ripped. so not good basically. i got a little brown from the park. im impressed. im dying of boredom again. i seem to have a really short attention span lately. i slept almost all day. and ive been dragging my phone ( Read more... )

Day of fun in the sun. I got a little brown, and came home and got REALLY depressed...i dont know why. i kinda do. but its not a good enough reason. yeah, slept in the teepee...it was a mini-powow. went to the park. kites, random kids, sandwiches. yeah. innocent fun. it was good. good times. im dead currently. i need something to wake my ass up. ( Read more... )

Life likes to tease me. A lot. i mean, shit, i think for once that FUCK YEAH! IM GOING TO BE HAPPY FOR ONCE! and no...definately not. even when im doing the right thing and waiting and not instigating anything, im so fucking tired of waiting, but everytime i dont, i fuck things up. why the fuck cant i just be happy, and alone. why dont they go ( Read more... )

i cant wait forever you know...shit.