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[lostmylullaby]

well i guess ill express myself in here since im almost positive no one reads it. and if they do, it doesnt really matter. okay, well... this week has been hell. well i told some ppl how i felt about jessica. i love her to death but me sarah and andreina have noticed her gradually changing and its getting to the point where we cant stand her. i

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[beautylesslove]

okay a few words of advice.first on jessica.she doesnt do drugs.sure she triend them once.but she does not do them.and alot of people have tried them to.and i dotn think you can hold it agnast her because[and i dotn mean to throw tis i your face.]but you dated edwin and he did drug and it didnt seem ot bother you.so yes maybe jessica is changing.but thats not becuase of drugs.and she isnt the onl oen changing you kim your all changing to we all are.its fine if you dont like all the people jessica chooses to hang out with.but dont let that stop you from not talknig ot her or being her friend.you said shes one of those people that you can relalte to in eveyrway.so dotn let the fact that were all changing stop you from being her friend.ad as to her talknig rumors.well how do you think i feel when you are still talknig crap about me or when andriena and truong talk shit abotu how depressed and obbsed with joseph i am.and how i cut myslef and figner myself thinknig of him.how do you think i feel hearing those?horrible.and espically when

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[lostmylullaby]

as hard as it is for me to admit this cause i hate being wrong, but your right. okay i guess ill start with this jessica issue. jessica does do drugs. i know she does. ppl she does it with tells me, and she was smoking when sarah was over, but thats beside the point, i know everyone changes. but, its just hard watching your friend who youve known for so long become someone who does things that could hurt her. and then theres knowing you cant do anything about it. and yes i did have edwin and he did drugs, but, as much as i cared for him, i didnt know him as long as i knew jessica. and i didnt watch him changing in front of my eyes. i just knew him as someone who did drugs. and that was fine cause he didnt act different. but jessica does. and i know i need to fix things cause its getting to the point where i want to cry when i see her but i cant. i know pride is a bad thing but when it comes to being wrong and admitting it, i cant. i have too much pride there. and as for me changing, i already did. and im not really happy with the new