My loan was declined.... who knows if i'm getting the car or what not. I'm upset cuz both times i tired it was declined and now i don't knwo what to do. My mom is gonna try and tlak to them but i don't know...

So um as soon as i get my loan i'm gettin a chevy blazer from my friends it's a 98 and it's got like 137,000 miles on it but like it's in good condition so i'm excited! I also got a second job at the restraunt that i use to work at doing food prep and busing. I need more money lol kroger doesn't pay enough. It sux! but yea I don't know my man and ( Read more... )

I'm fucking tired of this shit. It's nto fair that I work my ass of at work and do shit around the house but my brother gets to do what ever the fuck he wants. he sits on his ass all day playing world of warcraft muches money off people eats and drinks people stuff and then takes the car wiht out even asking and doesn't put gas in it. What the ( Read more... )

Ok so i was hanging out with one of my friends last night and like whatever it was cool and stuff. So like we are sitting talking and get ready to go and ya know what happens... He pulls a penguin out of his bag... And I mean it's a decent size penguin. All i can think is WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! where they hell did that come from an why do you have a ( Read more... )

Ok so i broke down.... I'm listening to the frist NSYNC cd and I'm bleach blonde... don't worry you will all see pics soon. OMG am i blonde! But yea I wanted to say happy mothers day to each and everyones mommy. I fucking love NSYNC... lol sorry can't help it. but yea so my spazz attack made a lot of problems but were all good not. dave and me are ( Read more... )

So i spazzed out today and i did it to my friends. I feel really bad i just thought they were calling me a whore and i got upset and i just started crying and i felt like shit. I know i'm not a whore but sometimes i feel like it. I'm mad at dave cuz all it seems he does is pick at the things about me that are bad and i'm pissed at JR cuz i think ( Read more... )

So yea i don't know sometimes i feel like being me and other times i don't. Like ya know when you like yourself and then some times you dont. Maybe thats just my stuff getting in but i don't know. i saw the kid i hooked up with today and like whatever same shit so i'm hoping we can hook up again but i'm gonna wait to see if he calls.... i don't ( Read more... )

Ok well i hooked up with this guy who i have liked for a while and all and like he called me and we don't really talk but i mena i wouldn't mind hanging out with him and spending time with him more. But i don't really know whats going on wiht him and i probably won't know till like sunday soyea. I don't know. I'm done with the dirty old man i just ( Read more... )

Today is Jacqui Laskoswky's 17th birthday and i want to say happy fuckin birthday to her and if anyone want to call her and wish it to her let me know and i'll give you here cell number.

Ok so today is mine, erin's and nancy's birhtday and that is 20,20,37. So far I went to canada and got a lap dance for a really hot guy. Um went to lunch with Meghan, Karen, Erin, and Teresa. It was awsome i haven't seen any of them in so long! I had fun i got some cool things from them. I love me friends! I then went over to nancy's and hung out ( Read more... )