I think I should set the record straight after my last post. I know I'm a moany bastard but I feel much better now, though I'm glad I wrote all that shit ( Read more... )

Well, 2003 was the year that wasn't for me. So being the misrable bastard that I am, I just spent a good 2 hours reflecting on it ( Read more... )

Even when I am saying nothing a thousand thoughs are whizzing through my head, I assure you. I should speak up more, I'm just afraid ( Read more... )

Ok, so I didn't get sacked. I spoke to my Area manager, who didn't care about my not being in last sunday, and had delegated the task of dealing with me to my supervisor. Who is useless. Work yesterday was brilliant, mainly because Charlton fucking stuffed Chelsea. I honestly can't remember Charlton scoring 4 in the year I've worked at The Valley ( Read more... )

Just a quick update to say that I am going to work, and I think I'm going to get sacked. Might not, we'll say. This poses the question: How do you dress for your own funeral?

I chose the swallow my pride hoody.

I've been avoid updating for some reason ( Read more... )

(or more precisely man, or boy, depending on how you look at it). That pretty much describes me right now. Except I'm more angry than grumpy, and I'm not exactly old. Just sounded good when I heard it. Anyway, christmas is still a load of bollocks, no need to go into that again ( Read more... )

Last night after work I went to Matthew's. We stayed up and played computer games, and it dawned on me that we've being doing that for almost 15 years now. Heh. So I stayed over, we burned a pizza, and laughed about how his dad knocked over a concrete bollard and wrote off a 4X4. Speaking of cars crashing into things, the new version of mario kart ( Read more... )

Things are now offically going well. Yesterday at work was a pain in the bum, but that's all over and today was MUCH better. I haven't really felt sad or distraught for a prolonged period for a month or so. Yes that's a good thing, I'm heavily in debt, I sometimes wonder if things are falling apart, but I am fucking happy. Yeah, it's pretty good to ( Read more... )

The 7th of december. It's my birthday. I am at Jens house right now. I feel surprisingly happy, considering that usually I spend my birthdays thinking about how I much wish the entire world would somehow get destroyed so I didn't have to feel so sad. Considering that and the fact that my dad is trying to get in contact ( Read more... )