I haven't updated this in ages....but many upsetting things have happened since the last time I was in here...Myspace practically took over my free time....I don't really get on...maybe every three days or so....I still watch REbelde...it is so funny nowadays....I have been working my butt off cause I'm planning a little trip to Texas....my grandpa ( Read more... )

too many things have happened to me since my last entry....many a little too unfair....last sunday I got the news that my baby nephew of 10 months had passed away......I felt so bad that I didn't get out of bed all day long....it was something too difficult to deal with....plus on wednesday....travis decided that he didn't have time to be with me ( Read more... )

I HAVE HAD DISCUSSIONS ABOUT THIS BEFORE WITH MY FRIENDS AND WITH TRAVIS HIMSELF...HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE COMMITTED...CAUSE HE IS AFRAID OR HURTING OR GETTING HURT.....SO HE'S AFRAID OF COMMMITMENT....SO DOES IT MAKE SENSE THAT HE GETS JEALOUS OF OTHER GUYS WHEN HE HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES THAT HE WOULD WANT ME TO MEET SOME OTHER GUY AND FIND A GOOD ( Read more... )

So I have missed out on two parties in the past two weeks....there really isn't anything else to do in Temecula....my daily routine is as follows...I wake up at 7:30 am to take my cousin to school...come back home and try to sneak in about 45 min...before I take my other cousin to school (he's in elementary and they start class at 9)....come back ( Read more... )

Your darkest secret is:You have gotten so drunk that you forgot your sexual orientation


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Well Travis and I are on better terms....so I dont' have to go and be a slutt...so dont' worry....yesterday I went over and hanged out with him...the most hilarous thing happened.....he asked me if I was hungry cause he wanted to grill hotdogs...I told him no thanks cause I wasn't hungry...he insisted and insisted so I told him ok.....he went and ( Read more... )

oh gosh...I really have been having funn in the past week or so....I have been partying , getting buzzed...a little too much.....and just having great days...well kinda...I am still not sure where my situation with Travis will go....I just let him get away with things, I was not so ready for...so sometimes I feel guilty.....and then he gets me mad ( Read more... )

I think I have a boyfriend...well you know we have kissed and hanged out together a couple of times....he works with me at Pizza Hut....I'm really not sure if it's official....but I will let y'all know.....my evil aunt moved out...she's on her way to Tx right now....yay!!!I know I'm not suppose to feel happy about the whole situation (which some of ( Read more... )

well this is the pic of my tattoo....I know some of you wanted to know how it looked like...I barely figured out how to upload pics to the computer from the digital camera.....it was so easy too...I just really don't like trying...but here it is...I like it?? Do U? Sorry if you didn't want to see a fatso's stomach, but oh well too bad!! But really ( Read more... )

SOme things might seem pretty lame, but spare with me PPL!!!!

LJ Interests meme results

1. avril lavigne:
   She was the first punk girl singer to come out, she's just so cutte!! She is just the best and no Ashlee, Hilary can out do her...SHe's just so deep and, well, she just rocks....I don't wanna marry her cause, well, my sister already does....she ( Read more... )