WANT TO KNOW WHY I'M MAD!!!!!!!

[lostnabigworld4]

"Stained Glass Masquerade"

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted

Comments

[___7_3with4]

WHAAAAAAAAT
I SAID PREACH PREACHA
PLAY AS LOUD AS YOU CAN AND DONT HOLD
BACK THE PRAISE YOU HAVE FOR THE LORD

that was awesome
roline
freaking awesome
God is alive in your heart....

[lostnabigworld4]

hey i say God is alive in ur heart man. o yea and choir is at 4:30... dont forget haha.

-c

[___7_3with4]

ha i wont forget
im so ready this time
woot

[astoldbyaskitzo]

wow.
complete and total amen to that one caroline.
...
a verse that i love that should give me more boldness for Christ is
the one where
Jesus said: if the world hates you remember that it hated me first.

i want to live so differently from the world that they will hate me for it... i want to be persecuted becuase of Christ.

thanks for this entry. it's a wake-up call.

[lostnabigworld4]

haha. welcome i guess. it was the big rage in the LJ world. love u so much!!!

-c

[anonymous]

if everybody was trying to be different we would end up in the same place as were we started. excactly the same. we would all be striving for the same thing-difference. and it would be the excact same kind of difference. therefore it would be the same. God has all of our lives planned out. i know-christians today dont seem to know the real meanig of being a christian. but what makes us think we are 'better than them?'is it because we are? NO. im w/ u. we do need to be unique. our world is kinda like our own little hollywood. so lets just strive to "glorify God and enjoy Him forever" then were good! i love you-please talk to me about this if you need to.
-em

[lostnabigworld4]

i'm struggling or anything this is just something that i'm totally fed up with. but thanks i know ur door is always open. i meant different as different from the world. love u.

-c

[emslife29]

hey k tell me-did u sitting at the table w/ my weird brothers and their friend have anything to do with this? i know there crazy. just tell me if they were weird too you.

[lostnabigworld4]

haha no not at all. we had a ton of fun. nothing bad.

[bugga22]

Ah caroline, i agree completly... ITS so stupid when Christians pertend like they don't have problems and fake that everything is all loveydovey in their world. so stupid... so fake. I am sick of hypocryts 2, its like common dont fake it you are ruining other people's testimony... but God also uses that to fire me up even more about the cause of Him, and being completly devoted to Him. And i know He does that to you 2, your zealousness keeps you accountable. And thats a good thing. I love you so much, and this weekend is just going to be of the hizzy i can't think of ANYONE I woulc rather spend monday with than you and all the girls!

[lostnabigworld4]

"all the girls" sounds like we are 60 year olds taking a road trip. haha. i love you 2!!!!!

-c

[supergirlwjp]

Hey, this is Wendy...a friend of Aaron Hux's. I think I met you one Wednesday night at church. But anyways, I completely agree with you and from what I can see you have a great heart. It's awesome to see how on fire you are for God.

[lostnabigworld4]

thanks that was really encouraging. you should come to church again.

-c

[supergirlwjp]

Your welcome! I might come Wednesday if Aaron goes...it would be extremely awkward if he wasn't there because he's the only one I really know.

[lostnabigworld4]

well u can always hang out with me.=] you seem like a really nice person.

-c