i stand to clap and cheer in misery because today was the grand finale of my summer. how can the world get this bad. how can something get so bad that i dont even have the words to describe it. can i have a fast foward button or a rewind button to change things. i hate this! can i live in denial i've thought about it. i've gone through every ( Read more... )

i am an idiot!!!!!!!

it seems that God always loves to shake things up when u are having what u think is the time of your life. i HATE change i always have and i always will. it kills me to see people change. it is the worst thing possible, to see someone heading towards certain death but u can do absolutely nothing to help. i hate feeling helpless. i hate having no ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever but here it goes ( Read more... )

"Here I Go Again"

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

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all of this is real are u prepared to be amazed???

please look and see God's utter beauty


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i love jared jones.... he is uh-mazing! i got alot of questions answered tonight as a result of the prodigal son story being told once again to me. the thing that is so amazing is that Jesus waits for us. he wants us to come home, but he isn't going to force us just like the father wanted the son to come home but he didnt force him. i can see the ( Read more... )

 - Seven Places Lyrics - Sleepers Lyrics

I went back to the park
Where we used to sit and talk for hours
We'd laugh and make our plans
We swore that we’d be friends forever
But oh how things change
Did you see this coming, it caught me off guard
I’d never though I’d see you forsake your first love

It’s been such a long long time since we have ( Read more... )

There's a cross on the side of the road
Where a mother lost a son
How could she know that the morning he left
Would be their last time she'd trade with him for a little more time
So she could say she loved him one more time
And hold him tight
But with life we never know

When we're coming up to the end of the road
So what do we do then
With tragedy around ( Read more... )

ugh i hate DRAMA espcially when i'm in the middle of it... !!!!!!!!!UGH ( Read more... )