Lets clear things up a bit...I havent changed. You certain people can think all you want. I dont care anymore. God Im giving up on you guys. There is no hope. You guys think I have changed into this "fake" girl. Who the hell am I trying to impress? Ahhh...I dont care anymore. I dont need this...

I do have some amazing friends..Never say you hate ( Read more... )

I feel sooo fucking guilty. My uncle is at the hospital. We had to call 911..Im scared for him..They ambulance people sayed their was defently something wrong. Im worried. I feel horrible how I sayed I had no respect for him. Its amlost x-mas. This is sad. To top everything off Exams are tommorow...God life is not awsome right now. I need a hug. I ( Read more... )

Things are getting somewhat better. I spent the night at Ally's house. Yesterday was my first day of work. Hard work. But its money$. Im tired and have to study for exams what a bitch. Im not liking the fact that Im not gonna do goood at all. Yep thats right.im just a dumb blonde. Ohh yeah I dyed my hair a lighter colour you cant realy tell much ( Read more... )

Tonight im going to Ally's. Desi gonna hang with us too. Im excited I need to have a good time.

Im not in a goood moood at all :( I hate this sometimes. Yeah life is goood and all..But it is not goood when you have no idea what is going on with it. Im tired of it. Truthfully I cant stand my uncle. He does some drugs and lives in a trailor I realy have come to the conclusion he onyl calls us when he needs money or a place to stay. Its getting ( Read more... )

Today was probly the coldest day ever. I froze to death. God Im soo weak when it comes to the weather. But after school Me and Desi shook the vending machines and got some free popcorn :) we also got some chips too.

( pictures from priscilla party :) )

Im sad. I dont know why. I hate this feeling. I wish it would go away. I wish things would go MY way. I wish everyone was happy. I wish I felt batter. I wish he didnt have a gorlfriend. I wish I could be amazing and talk to him. I wish it wasnt so cold out. I wish I didnt feel this way. I wish I didnt feel so empty. I wish people didnt think i ( Read more... )

My new layout is sex. Thanks Ally <3

Ally is finally back! I hope I get to hang out with her today ( Read more... )

Last night was alot of fun. Desi, Priscilla and Me went to festival bay. Had a goood time. Jello couldnt make it ( Read more... )