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[lostpromisering]

Guy's I fucked up...
I don't deserve to live.
Someone put a fucking bullet in my head...Drugs in my hand, a razor to my wrist.
ANYTHING.
I want out.
I can't keep hurting people like this.
I'm just like my father..
Just..like him

Hanna...I'm sorry. I know you don't believe me, but I am. I have no idea what I was thinking. From the bottom of my cold heart

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I wish I knew what to say.... or how to help you. But I can't, and for that I'm sorry.

[despisethelies]

NOOOO!!!!!! you rock!!
and everyone fucks things up
i fuck things up with kyle all the time
remember? we both like, ROCK! heh
i wish you didnt feel like this =( but i cant change it. but seriously, you are one of the coolest people i talk to. half the people i talk to suck. but.. YOU. are cool. and cute. and nice. and fun.
i hope you feel better =/
and if you EVER EVER need to talk, seriously. call me or something. yes.
<333

[lostpromisering]

I don't mean for you to, Hanna. You never did anything, nor Piper. This is all my fault. I don't mean for anything to seem like anyone else's fault but myself

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I wish I could be like you. You have something worth fighting for. I hope you win the battle.

[lostpromisering]

That made me smile for a second. I hope I win too...

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<3

i promise it will...

[anonymous]

look aaron its me and you know who this is. i know i left you hanging the other night and im sorry about that cause i really dont want to add to the pain youre feeling right now, cause i know what it feels like. i hurt matt all the time... and it makes me feel truely terrible, but aaron if you truely do love her the way you say you do, then stop hurting yourself. stop hurting yourself for her sake because every time you do a piece if her breaks away. she does care for you but its not going to happen again. im sorry. thats not meant to hurt you more just understand also that if you love her you will let her live. you will let her stay close to you as a friend but you will not force her to go back with you by without threatening to hurt yourself. that is wrong. i know you know the right thing to do. now do it. and take it form someone who tried two days ago... leaving for good is not the answer.

Re: i promise it will...

[lostpromisering]

ugh..wow.dont bother me anymore...anybody.