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Apr 14, 2004 23:20

I just want to stop loving her. After I got off work tonight, I sat at a table stirring the ashes in an ashtray 2 hours, thinking of her. I want to stop loving her, I want the pain to stop. I don't want to think of her every day when I wake up. I want my life back. Why is this so hard?

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magicalabby April 14 2004, 21:08:12 UTC
*hug*

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.....Hunnie shakkabitkitty April 15 2004, 11:35:09 UTC
Ok, this thought just popped into my head, but it seems like, to me, that she's doing everything in her power to get back at you for why she broke up with you in the frst place. Make you feel bad about it so much and make you think about her so much that you give into the stuff that she broke up with you over. Honestly hon, I see the whole situation with her as her just using you for what she wants, and you don't deserve that at all, and SHE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU. I think it's all just to get you to give in and you cannot give in ok, please, do it for yourself, do not give in....many much love....*huggles*

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... redheadchick April 15 2004, 16:46:35 UTC
I don't know the details of why you and her are not longer together... Ryan, I know more now than any other time in my life that you cannot help who you love. I hav ebeen struggling for so long to fight loving the person that I do, and to be in denial of loving him because I know that I am leaving, and by admitting it to him and to everyone for that matter would cause me to be horriably vunerable ( ... )

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lxacex7 April 15 2004, 17:20:25 UTC
told you so

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