The Dark Days of My Soul Are Here

[lostsoul1979]

Well, as this is my first entry, I should probably TRY to keep it upbeat, but I can't. My "best" guy friend (who is actually just the guy I've been friends with the longest) is now out of my life. I guess for good. He knows of my current......situation, as I'll put it and has chosen NOT to be the supportive friend I once thought he was. Turns out

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[dopeyhappy]

love you :-*

hey hun

[cantbeacat]

Sorry that things are not going the way you would like them to. Men tend to suck, and they are really self centered, hmmmmm... I am happy you had a great time over the weekend, cuz i know i did. I really didn't want to go home (and well i kind of avoided being at home seeing as i have been in plymouth since wed. afternoon. Nashua was pissing me off so i ran away (which is my big problem, i run from my problems in order to avoid them, rather than face them) I love you hun......ttyl

Not everyone has left

[anonymous]

Well Martha, I am sorry to hear that things have been going so bad for you. I did call you when I heard about the "incident" but you didn't really want to talk to me. These two friends of yours, are they the people you spent the most time with at plymouth? I have never said that you have too many problems, CHRIST I AM THE ONE THAT RUSHED YOU TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM MORE THAN ONCE, CALLED TO MAKE SURE YOU WERE OK, REALLY FUCKIN CARED! AND NOW WHAT DO I HAVE FROM YOU...NOTHING! YOU DON'T CALL YOU DON'T WRITE, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE YOU HAVE LEFT BEHIND! This is the way I feel, I haven't spoken to you since my wedding, and I mean really spoken to you. How could you leave someone who cared so much out of your life. And if I am one of the people you are referring to...fuck you too.

Re: Not everyone has left

[lostsoul1979]

Read the other post. Its for you.