R.I.P Steve Irwin

[losttrb2456]

I have not typed on this thing in a minute. I graduated, got a job, now what do I do? I am starting to realize that school didn't teach me half of the shit that I will need to make it on my own. My best friend told me the worst news ever last night and really fucked up my head, and broke my heart all at the same time. I like to think of myself as a

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[heathersphere]

College seemed to be nothing but a pass of time, unfortunately. I feel like I have been forced to learn in the last year since graduation all of the things I should have learned in college. But seriously, college is nothing but a series of imitations.

The time after graduation is tough; responsibility really introduces itself, and it's hard to keep your mind calm, remembering that you have your entire life ahead of you to "figure" shit out and to become that adult thing. In the last year, I have felt so rushed. I dont even know why. Rushed to move on to the next thing. Whatever the hell that is. Grad school? A long term relationship? A new job? Something. It sucks, because it's like a compulsion that I feel I cant stop.

In other words, I miss youuu. I hope you are ok, and please call me sometime. Perhaps one of these days you and amanda can come to st pete and have dinner wif me.

[backseat_jesus]

our movie lives on. in fact, it has become so much more than a movie. jason, we have much to talk about.