i can feel myself getting older not getting old just older and how ( Read more... )

in my lifetime ive been called alot of different things by a lot of diffrent people ( Read more... )

maybe thats not what i want.
maybe im wrong.
maybe i dont know what i want.

i dont know what i want.
i feel lost.
and i dont even feel like finding my way back.

a couple of days ago an old woman at work told me that i looked like a young ( Read more... )

my journal is in dire need of an UPDATE!! haha ( Read more... )

im afraid that i have reached a point in my life where i no longer know ( Read more... )

so in recent times alot seems to have happen i ( Read more... )

earlier today i was talking to some of my co-workers and somehow ( Read more... )

my dear dear family was here for a very brief moment ( Read more... )

today i was here at home having a drink and listening to this...

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and all i could think of was you!

"throw yo hands in the air if yous a true player"

BIG for ever chika!

muah
gil