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Day 56
Your Name: Eric still...
Suicidal Ideation: /10 I just want it to end
Homicidal Ideation: /10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Fine.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Drowning again... nothing new. Always drowning.
Moods Experienced Today: There's a pool here.
Mood Triggers: I can't do water...
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Life inside the music box ain't easy
The malots hit the gears are always turning
And everyone inside the mechanism
Is yearning
To get out
And sing another melody completely
So different from the one they're always singing
I close my eyes and think that i have found me
But then i feel mortality sorround
I want to sing another melody
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I feel... sick.
Sad.. and cold.
More than usual. Isn't this what antidepressants are supposed to fix in combination with a sweater?
Christ I'm wearing two and I'm still shaking.
Will someone please turn the heat up!?
Then again. I might as well freeze to death and do the world a favor.
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Travis has seen it too.
I'm not crazy.
He says there are others.
That means it really happened!
That means...
It's real.
Silent Hill.
If Tina is still alive, I'll have proof! But.. No one will believe me. Not after being here. My own family thinks I'm just making it up. Hooked on some old ghost story with the aid of an over active imagination. They ( Read more... ) -
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Day Fifty-Four
Your Name: Eric Lake
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Maybe three
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Drowning again. Tina was there. It was all my fault.
Moods Experienced Today: Mostly bored... and cold. I hate the cold.
Mood Triggers:
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To the occupants of room 121. James, Roxas, Walter.
I’m sorry if I disturb you at night. I have trouble sleeping.
If it’s a problem just tell me. I’ll try my best.
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If only...
I…
I Can’t.
Every night is the same..
Even here.
I don’t want to write
I don’t want to talk
I just want it to be over..
I thought it was
I could have sworn….
I fought…. I tried my best…
Why didn’t you rescue me Eric?Why wasn’t she happy ( Read more... )