Everyone and everything is so different from before. So many people have changed. It's unbelievable. Not all for the bad. But the majority of it, yes. I've just been thinking about that alot. And it's really starting to bug me. Hmm. I really miss Rene. We're supposed to hang out soon. And i'm very glad. Okay, well i'm waiting for Sean and Nyc to ( Read more... )

Man does school blow. Mitch wasn't here yesterday. And that blew even more. poopy. This week has gone so slow. This morning I really felt nauseous. I still do. I really hope I feel better, cause tonight is gunna be sweet. Going to Smiths after school. Sean, Adam, Travis and possibly Cy are coming over. I miss those kids dearly. God, I love my ( Read more... )

Yeah, so it really blows having such a dysfunctional family.
I'm really fuckin sick of it.
Gooooddd damn it.

Okay. So I loved today. Went to the jail until fourth hour. It was somewhat scary, but I really enjoyed it. Two inmates came and talked to us about what it was like. And why they were in there. The women dranka ton. And was arrested like 10 times or something she said, within a year. Crack cocain too. The man did everything. Absolutely everything. ( Read more... )

I want the Diehls to come home.
It feels weird without them here.
There are some really cruel people in this world.
How people can be so mean sometimes?
I find it pathetic.
My word, find something else to do.
Rather than put others down.
Only to feel better about yourself.
Stupid STUPID STUPID!
I like lunch now days.
We've made new friends. As well as ( Read more... )

This weekend was so great ( Read more... )

Pink Floyd
+
Led Zeppelin
=
Sweet laser show with the girls tonight.
I'm excited.

Fuck school.
I want a snow day.

I didnt like this evening.
But I love Lindsay Smith.
Thank you for everything ma dear.

So today was the complete opposite of yesterday.
And that's a good thing.
Hung out with the tribe. Plus Smith.
She's the new member of
The Slippery Woods Club.
Treefort, soon to come.
Or just Seans car.
We're still pondering.
I'm exxxciiitteeedd.
Came home. Smith too.
Adam and Mr. Fonticharo showed up.
What a pleasant surprise.
Goodwill.
Oh my gosh. It's so ( Read more... )

I never thought I would regret how we ended together.
I want to go back, and tell him how I really felt.
And then, maybe things would be different today.
Maybe not.
I'd always promised myself I'd be okay.
And i'm not.
I dont know how to cope with it anymore..
It hurts.