Do you ever feel like your losing everyone you love. And your also losing yourself. I dont know who I am anymore. I love it here in Seattle but sometimes I feel so alone. Its my fault for not opening myself up to anyone I meet, I just dont want to. I cant move back to florida because I will just feel like a failure. If I do go back I'm just gonna ( Read more... )

Yes! I'm alive.I finally got my computer set up. Its taken like what five months it seems like. But now im back and I feel like I have lost touch with everyone. Which for the most part is true, the computer for me was easy communication. So I would love to hear from all of you. Tell me if there is anything new in your life or what you have been ( Read more... )

Honestly I thought tonight was gonna blow. But I had such a great time with everyone. It was nice to see all the summerfield crew again, and especially the old ones! I met so..many different people that I never thought I would like but I ended up talking with some for the rest of the night. Joel however got on my damn nerves. And just to let ( Read more... )

Well I'm home sweet home. Its nice to be back, and see everyone. Seems like I've been gone for a while but really its been three months, My goal is to hang out with everyone i can before I leave so please c/m if you wanna hang out! (Jon I didnt forget about you dont worry I'll call) There is something wrong with me because lately I have been ( Read more... )

So as I was on the plane from Newark on my way to seattle, I said to myself ( Read more... )

Its weird going into my room. It used to be filled with so much shit but now its just empty! It makes me sad, but at the same time happy. I shipped my boxes out the other day 169.40 not to bad to ship 5 boxes that weighed in between 30-50lbs. Oh! And I closed my Southtrust account and opened one at Bank of America, Its cool because now i have an ( Read more... )

I wanna fuck like we've never fucked before!! You know who you are ;)

Have you ever liked someone that not too many people felt the same way about ( Read more... )

I'm excited for 2morrow to come. Halloween Horror Nights! yay....Its going to be cool staying in a hotel. aww I feel so grown up, haha cuz i'm able to stay at hotels and crap ( Read more... )

So I just got back from the Three Days Grace show, ahh I love that band. And the singer is hawt! I almost got killed in the mosh pits, and some drunk guy was trying to crowd surf, and he kicked my head somehow his shoelace got stuck on my earring and riped it out. Just a little bit of blood not too much ( Read more... )