"I want someone thats going to put up with this shit that I put myself through."

a 16 year old me def. knew what she wanted, and Im
very happy that now I have found someone who
not only makes me insanely happy, but can deal
with my shit and my crazy girl insecurities and
my flat out craziness and not get mad, just look at
me and tell me that he will ( Read more... )

is 114...
why do i keep LOSING
weight? opposite
effect of what i was
going for...

that is... 6 pounds
in like.. 2 weeks.
and ive had mcdicks.
and a real big meal
what the fuck.

I fucking hate reading week.

 yay for being 115 again! 
the freshman 15 is lost on me...

its interesting to see just how far I have come in the last few years.
Considering all I used to post about was how depressed I was
or how stoned I was, my boy problems or my lack of boy problems,
and how I used to veiw the world, it is fun to look back at those
post and remember every single feeling that I had while I was writing
them, every emotion ( Read more... )

Single or Taken ( Read more... )

I am not at all excited for my first
university exam on wednesday
I still feel so un prepared.
Also, boyfriend needs to come
back to st catharines.
I miss him.

I find it kind of funny how fast
st. catharines felt like home to me.
I lived in brampton for 17 years
and it never felt like home.
I've lived here for 3 months
and I feel at home.
It's nice to finally have found home

I will probably fuck up the
best thing that has ever happened
to me because I am
to insecure.

but i can't help but feel like
IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

bah

I cant help but wonder why not matter what
i still feel numb.