Comments | lostxshadow: im not gonna cut this. sorry

lostxshadow

im not gonna cut this. sorry

Dec 02, 2005 21:52

Isn't it scary to think that one minute you can be here and fine and the next you could be gone ( Read more... )

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lostxshadow December 2 2005, 20:40:10 UTC

that really really helped. thanks so much babe! I'll have to remember all the stuff you said. You're such an amazing person, Rach. I love you! and thanks for all the kind words! if there's anything you need dont hesitate to call me, IM me, text me whatever. I'll be here for ya no matter what

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lostxshadow December 3 2005, 15:27:34 UTC

I LOVE DR. PHIL!!!! and youuuuuuuu!
thanks for everything honey I'm glad to have you by my side.

iheartnathans December 3 2005, 07:07:51 UTC

Emily, I love you like you are a part of my soul. And when I think about you being in pain, it hurts me in my heart, because I love you so much. I know that it was so scary for you. And I didn't know if you wanted to really ever talk about it or not. So I try to not bring up the surgery. But just know that you can talk to me about it whenever you want. Because maybe if you get it out of you, it won't be inside, waiting to torment you. I will always be willing to listen, if you want to talk about it. It was a really scary time. I was scared about what was happening to you, and I really did lose my best friend for a while. When I visited you, I didn't see the Emily I knew. I saw someone in extreme pain, ready to give up. It was so scary. I'm just saying this so you know that I love you so much. SOOOO MUCH. And its not good that you're having to relive this. It's over now. I hate that the pain you had to endure is still hurting you. I want with ever fiber of my being to fix it, to make it better, to heal you completely ( ... )

lostxshadow December 3 2005, 15:22:11 UTC

I love you too. so fucking much. there was a long period of time where I didn't see you at all. That was almost as hurtful as th surgery. I feel better after this entry, i got a lot of stuff out. I'm just glad you're there and willing to listen. And I really want you to tll me your story. i feel worthless laying all of my stories and problems out lately and not listening to anyone else's. But I love you and you're one of the greatest reasons why I'm thankful I'm alive.

iheartnathans December 3 2005, 22:57:15 UTC

You flatter me too much. I love you so freakin much. I can't get over it. you are so special to me. in every way. You are way worthy. I'm glad that talking about it makes you feel better. better is good. I'll tell you the story. But its a downer. i'll email it or post it or some junk. Actually, i think, i posted it like a year ago. maybe i'll just find the entry and link it to you. I'm THAT lazy. lol You are my life and you have my love always and forever.

itsalltherage__ December 3 2005, 12:07:32 UTC

I can remember when i found out that you were having surgery and was so upset. I didnt really know what i was supposed to think and all that i kept wondering/hoping/praying for was that you were going to be ok ( ... )

lostxshadow December 3 2005, 15:26:27 UTC

There had to have been someone looking out for me. Someone or something knew that I needed to stay here. It's amazing to think, just a couple more weeks of not going back for a second look I could've been gone. That close to death yet I'm still here.

I love you so much and I'm glad to have you in my life. You're beautiful adnyou really make me smile. No matter what, you'll always be one of my best friends.

We need to start making more memories. I miss you too much.