Soo Last night was Chris' party. Im gonna come right out a say it.. it was a load of bullshit. I mean.. it wouldn't of been that bad b/c it really wasnt.. but it was 2 completly different social cliques, which dislike eachother in great amounts, and people are too immature to even come to terms with the fact that they just dont get along and can be ( Read more... )

So on Tuesday night I get a phone call from Jaymie. She continues to tell me that Jackie pulled her to the side in school and asked her to tell me that Michelle killed herself last week. Oh man.. Thats not what I wanted to hear. I knew about the girl who knelt down in front of the train in Bayport, but I didnt know it was Michelle. That was really ( Read more... )

SoOoO I feel like a Jackass. Yep. A big fucking ol Jackass. Few people know whats going on.. but It's okay! I'm sure I'll live b/c.. Im just the fucking idiot that keeps going on ( Read more... )

Heyy.. So work was kinda dumb. Busy. but Dumb.i was on register most of the night- then ladies/mens outerwear.. then mens.. and back and forth between my register and mens. I was in mens and the apparely manager was like what are you doing? still working on dockers? I was like no im doing returns, and she was like oh! you are? I would like to put ( Read more... )

Im in a Better Mood.. <3

Figured I'd just say that. Last night was a bad night. I talked to a few people who really helped me out! So thanks guys!!

I've got work soon so I have to go get ready and all that crap. Ill write later!!

<3 Lily

Work sucked so bad. Im not even sure completly why it did. Like. i mean people were just annoying and shit. Danielle.. oh man Im not even gonna get started. I have like 10 1/2 hours next week.. with a call in. So ya.. Im not happy about that. My pay is wrong by 2 1/2 hours that they didnt pay me for last week and I was told it would be on my ( Read more... )

Nothing better to do.. so why not give an update ( Read more... )

Just got home from school.. major breakdown.. totally sucked.. Ever just black out? not remember anything? The first minute I was in study hall and asked Mrs. McKay to go to Morgan.. the next Nicole was holding me and I was sobbing.. I just blacked out completly.. I dont remember and that scares the fuck outta me.. It definatly sucked.. but thank ( Read more... )

I just keep smiling. Its so funny b/c I feel like shit.. but I cant help but smile.. ::sigh ( Read more... )

Soooo Im mega bored right now.. and my hands are freezing.. so.. I decided I'm going to update my week [fun..I know ( Read more... )