I don't understand what happened here, once my small corner, my darling, now a sex pot, but I'm letting go and I don't care whose watching or not. Probably, no definitely, not. I just have a prayer, no voice, its all in my head but my soul is bursting out of my chest and i cant contain my single tear. I'm so grateful that I have so much to lose, ( Read more... )

Prophecy. It comes like waves in surges in epic swells, it washes over me. i am drowning in ecstasy. The love, the life, the light. It is all that matters. it is eternal peace. We will all be swept away with the sands of time. We will all find our way home to our place in the stars. In this universe there is nothing but limitlessness, the ( Read more... )

I'm in search of a map, my settings are off and my intuition is foggy. Life feels like quicksand in its perfection. If only tears could wash this funk away, but there is only joy. I see it, I feel it, I know its there but somehow I've gone numb to active pursuit of change making into a cacoon of isolation, with only my closest companions numbering ( Read more... )

carrying on in ecstasy. little eyes looking up at me, a new star wars is born tonight. awkward karma. we will see the great light fight. I need a new anthem, something with foxy eyes to turn me inside out so I can feel redeemed again and pure like liquid opal teardrops for the child of the last unicorn. may all you lost souls find peace and be at ( Read more... )

I want a maker's place to create. A place to remember my dreams, what I came here to do... or at least to know the way how to get there. We have a daughter now. It's the most precious gift to love and protect her so that she will grow in God's grace. Is that our map? So lost in love, so full, so empty. Dancing while sitting perfectly still in quiet ( Read more... )

Feels like sinking into the softest abundance of billowing pillows. Kiss kiss, I've missed you journal. Sounds like the lull of the most comforting quiet voices softly whispering sweet things that echo into misty eyelashes refleting raindops and bows collected over the years. Still echoes resound throughout this paradise. Never left. Married Aaron ( Read more... )

Lonely longs living loving life, just a minute... who knows where that came from but I'll take it... to heart. from me to you to you from me... all my love all my light all that I am all that I'll be is everything I've ever been. She grows she goes and she takes you with her. to nowhere all at once, but here we are.

My mom tried to kill herself again on Sunday. I am not feeling well.

I am in awe. I forgot myself, but remembered something even more important. A password. I am nothing really, but it's just that in time such a culmination of events leads to an overload and a malfunction of individuality. I have waited so long for this moment, at the same time that it is passing me by. A piece of my life is embedded in these codes ( Read more... )

i have this whole crazy world that is starting to seem like it is happening to me, no work and no school for a few weeks makes for complete freedom and chaos. room mate gone, kitten sitting. gifts of secret flowers and cowry shells. making my own story swimming with eels and sea turtles swimming over coral in sacred land. wrapped up in too many ( Read more... )