Supernatural - Destiel
I'll Handle Him [2,863] - NC17
While Sam tried to find a cure for Dean’s demonism, Castiel offers to handle the situation by watching over Demon Dean. He straps himself to Dean, using the Demon Trap handcuffs, and finds himself torn between wanting to kill Dean or kill himself. Dean is driving him crazy, but Castiel’s got this, he can handle him.
demon!dean, handcuffs, bottom Castiel
Thank You Dean [1,160] - NC17
Cas thinks Dean deserves to be thanked for everything he does.
Take Two Series - written with IslanderBib83
Take Two [109,846] NC17
Dean and Castiel get drunkenly married at 19. It's bold, it's rash, it's being young and in love. After Dean walked out, Castiel tried to move on and after ten years, he's decided to marry again. The only thing standing in his way is his legal marriage. Dean, however, wants a second chance to prove that he's grown up, he's matured, but his love for Castiel has never changed.
dad fic, divorce, pining
Baby, You're a Firework [1,073] G
Dean and Cas spend their first fourth of July together.
teen fic
Her Name Is Dorothy [1,265] T
Dean and Ashleigh are excited to be starting their family. But not all of the news they receive is happy.
pregnancy, Dean/OFC
As Long As I'm With You [3,561] NC17
Dean and Castiel's first time.
bottom Dean
Mistletoe [2,267] - T
Dean and Castiel end up cursed by some mistletoe and are forced to stay within a small perimeter of one another until they break it-- with a kiss.
curse fic
It Was The Way [2,046] - NC17
It doesn't happen overnight; it develops with time and through the little moments in life. It was the way that Dean was that meant the world to Castiel.
bottom Dean
It Started in a Barn [5,278] - NC17
It's funny how it takes a life or death situation to make you realize everything you could've lost. Dean met Castiel in a run down barn, it's only fair this is where it starts.
bottom Cas, wall sex, 12x12 coda
In The Name of Science [3,564] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
“Do you know about angel ruts, Dean? Do you know what will happen if you let me have you? I don’t want to just use your body to quell my urges,” Cas leaned in even closer, pressed his forehead against the hunter’s, “I want to mate you Dean, make you mine, and angels mate for life.” He met Dean’s verdant eyes. “No more one night stands, no other warm bodies in your bed. You will be mine and mine only, Dean Winchester. So tell me, do you still want this?”
“Yes,” Dean whispered against Cas’ lips before closing the distance between them completely.
ABO, bottom dean, wing kink
Poisk Istiny [119,786] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
A rival family is stealing the Patricolo Family’s Boston shipments and collecting a neat payday five hours away on the streets of Brooklyn and Manhattan. Their Don, Dean Winchester, is wary about reaching out to a long-time New York ally. The Russian Bratvas do things differently. The young Pakhan, Castiel Krushnic, is hard-nosed and violent and while violence is mainstay in any underworld family, this boss has a special flair for it. It leaves an uncomfortable taste in Don Winchester’s mouth.
Encouraged by his Consigliere, Bobby Singer, he finally relents. The Pakhan is quite different from what he was expecting. Dean learns the man’s secret by accident and decides to keep it to himself. They have bigger fish to fry as they discover traitors in both of their organizations while their enemy ups the stakes for each of them. After members of each family are kidnapped, the stakes get even higher.
Betrayed from within leads to exposing long held secrets and when long denied desires are unleashed it puts each of them on a path that will change their lives forever.
ABO, mafia fic, omega Castiel, pregnancy, graphic violence/blood/gore
My Baby Wrote me a Letter [61,656] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
Stuck in a town that is far from accepting of inter-species couples, Alpha Demon Dean Winchester and Angel Omega Castiel Novak find themselves in a whirlwind romance that they are forced to keep hidden until they can escape their small town. They beat the prejudice by keeping a secret notebook for correspondence and sneak stolen moments in the back of the library. June, and graduation, can not come fast enough.
ABO, highschool AU, demon!dean, angel!castiel, letter/journals
The Doctor is in [6,075] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
Dean was panicking. All he wanted was to enjoy his new purchase, but no, of course it would have to break off inside of him. But, Sam would come out soon and he would help him. That was the perks of having a doctor for a brother. When Sam scoffs at the idea of helping him out, Dean doesn't expect his own Doctor Sexy to walk into the room. He's so screwed.
medical jargon, anal beads, bottom Dean
Presented [6,524] - NC17
True mates aren’t real; its a fallacy, a good bedtime story, and he, frankly, has more to worry about than that as a newly presented omega. His friends, however, have a different take on things and maybe, just maybe, having Castiel Novak as his true mate wouldn’t be so bad.
ABO, alpha Castiel, true mates
Tripping Over Tombstones [7,221] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
Falling in love with your best friend is a bad idea -- it’s never mutual, no matter what the movies say. Dean Winchester knows that the best course of action is to suck it up and ignore the fact he’s been in love with Castiel for the better part of the last ten years. After all, losing his friendship would be much worse than risking something he’s never had. The realization that Castiel eventually could find someone else never truly occurred to him…
bottom Dean, high school AU, drug use
Never Too Late [11,189] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
When it mattered the most, Alpha Dean Winchester failed to stand up for his mate, Omega Castiel Novak, and for their relationship. Rejected, Castiel disappeared, leaving Dean to live the next five years with overwhelming guilt, drowned by an apology he could never give. When their high school throws a reunion, Dean hardly expects to see Castiel there -- but fate has its own plan. Discarded by his mate and angry, Castiel seizes the opportunity to tell Dean exactly what he’s been through. But sometimes, the other road has been just as hard. They can never go back and change what happened, can never get their lost years back. But maybe they can fix what was broken, because sometimes, it’s never too late.
ABO, omega Castiel, reference to suicide attempt/self harm
Fools in Love [5,676] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
Dean was done with the first of April from the moment he walked into the shop and found his employees had decided to pull out all the prank stops. He was ready to go home and relax with his mate. When he walked in to a delicious home cooked meal, Dean’s bad day suddenly took a turn for the better. That was, until Castiel pulled the cruelest joke of all. Angry, Dean stormed off, not finding it funny and sure as hell not wanting to talk. It left Castiel confused, excited to share his good news, and wondering what the hell was up with his Alpha!
ABO, omega Castiel, pregnancy, misunderstandings
The Forgotten [4,482] - T
“They are the lost, but us? We’re the forgotten.”
It had been just over a year since the virus took hold, bringing with it death and chaos. Wandering meant survival, each stop bringing vital resources -- water, food, or ammo. Life was a challenge, but it was one that Castiel was determined to succeed at. The day he ran across a small farm in Kansas was just another stop on his travels, another place to replenish his supplies. He wasn’t staying...
zombie apocalypse, slow burn
Dysrhythmia [WIP] - NC17
Castiel lived in a perfect rhythm, each day in sync with the last. His weeks were planned to the hour, chalk full of training, marathons, meal planning, down to every second of his free time, going for long rides out into the country in his father’s restored Camaro.
It always comes down to the change, when the normal function of his day to day life becomes anything but. When he wakes up in a hospital bed with no recollection of what’s happened, Castiel is hopeful that this is just a bump in the road. When he realizes that the accident that took his leg also changed the life of another, he knows that his life will never return to normal.
Dean Winchester is angry, and rightfully so. But he agrees to let Castiel make up for his family’s mistakes. His father urges him to continue with his training, to focus on healing and getting into the paralympics. But for once in his life, Castiel has found something other than running to give him meaning. The abnormality that’s shoved it’s way into his perfect rhythm has given him focus.
And maybe, somehow, Castiel can find a new normal.
car accident, amputation, emotional manipulation
Borrow Some Sugar [3,353] - T
“I just… wanted to know if I could borrow some sugar?”
Dean stared and Castiel shifted from foot to foot, his ears just as red as his cheeks. “You… want to borrow some sugar?”
Dean's new roommate become more than Dean ever expected.
Chicago [WIP] - NC17
Dean Winchester wanted one thing in life: to make it big. From a young age, he’d been playing guitar and writing music, absorbing friends with similar talents along the way. With a few hundred bucks saved in a coffee tin, his guitar and Impala, he set out to the biggest city he could afford with his friends at his side. Fame and fortune was what he wanted. Then, he met Castiel at a shady, downtown bar in Chicago.
Castiel, desperate for a change, accepts Dean’s offer to join them in their adventure, soon finding it easy to fall in love with Dean Winchester's charm. But, as the months pass and their dreams shape into reality, he can’t help but wonder if he’s just part of the package - a pretty face to go along with the rest. He needs commitment, a promise, something that Dean just isn’t able to give. Although it breaks his heart, Castiel refuses to be a groupie, and decides to leave before he’s the one left.
Throughout their experiences, they start to realize that perhaps there’s more to life than having a good time and playing music. Maybe fame and fortune isn’t all it’s cracked up to be without someone to share it with. But emotions are harder than a melody, and sometimes, life isn’t a song.
angst, break up fic, drug use
The Purrfect Catch [25,142] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
Alpha Dean Winchester is surprised to see a newspaper ad written by his neighbor, Omega Castiel Novak, requesting potential Alpha mates. The challenge is simple on the surface: the Alpha who can obtain the single key from Novak cat’s neck, will be Castiel’s new mate. The cat spends a good amount of time lounging on Dean’s porch, though Dean’s half convinced its only for the snacks he feeds him. Dean isn’t the kind of Alpha Castiel wants, but at least Dean can enjoy watching Alpha after Alpha chase after the feline in the hopes of winning Castiel’s heart.
ABO, omega Castiel, shifters
Firefly Nights [18,752] - NC17
Castiel, Prince of the Casern Mountains, had no idea what to expect when he married the King of Lawrence. But, a fake marriage, new friendships, and a charming Alpha to mate was nothing he'd even considered. A typical story of Omega meets Alpha and falls madly in love, in less than typical circumstances.
ABO, omega Castiel
A Winchester Carol [12,178] - T
‘Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the bunker,
The laughing was making Dean wish he were drunker.
He was angry and moody and hadn’t a care
Then John Winchester, in chains, came with his stare…
hurt!comfort, A Christmas Carol AU
Losing Faith [WIP] - M
Lucas, Gabriel, and Castiel find themselves at the mercy of their Uncle Zachariah who took them in after their parents demise, eager to teach them that the reason their parents died were for their sins and determined to set the boys on the path of righteousness. Eager to please, Castiel does his best to keep his Uncle happy, to do as he's told, even as his brothers fall apart around him. When Castiel wakes up one morning after dreaming of a boy, he realizes he's failed.
He's bad, dirty, wrong. And according to his Uncle's teaching, his doom is sure to be upon him.
Dean Winchester, however, doesn't see it that way. And though Castiel is losing faith in himself, in his family, in the religion he's lived and breathed for the last ten years, he'd finding something stronger.
suicidal thoughts, drug use, disfigurment, slow burn, drabble series
Finding Salvation [WIP] - NC17 w/ CassondraWinchester
As a child in God’s Playground, Castiel listened to the words of God through their Father Metatron and the Community Elders. He was eager to present and start his life serving with his brothers and sisters in their communities. On his sixteenth birthday, he woke in heat and immediately felt shame. He wasn’t sure what he’d done to anger God, but Father Metatron promised he and the rest of the Omegas would be cleansed, reborn as the Alpha they were meant to be. Instead of being cleansed, Castiel was ‘saved’ when the compound was infiltrated and broken apart. Castiel felt anything but saved.
Dean knew when Ellen and Bobby agreed to foster Omega children rescued from the Apostles of Paradise that their lives would be changed. The cult was horrifying and Bobby had warned all three kids in the house that the boys might be a little damaged. Dean expected that, expected questions, confusion, grief, relief. What Dean didn’t expect was for his True Mate to walk through the door, carrying a hell of a lot of anger at his body, his presentation, and the world.
Growing up as a teenager was hard enough. It’s hard to trust, to maintain your faith, to give yourself over to love. And yet, there’s the chance to find salvation.
ABO, cult fic, omega Castiel, foster care, high school AU
With The End Came You [68,580] - NC17
The world has officially ended. With a viral pandemic sweeping across the globe, causing infected hearts to stop, their humanity to cease, and their being to crave the taste of human flesh - there’s no hope for things to ever be the same. After seeing Lisa and Ben torn apart, Dean does the only thing he can do - he leaves Cicero in search of his Uncle Bobby and his brother, Sam. Along the way he meets Castiel who is struggling to find his own purpose in the new world. Sometimes, the world doesn’t make sense. But there are things they can’t deny, and falling in love when everything else is falling apart is just one of them.
zombie apocalypse, survival
Home for the Holidays [WIP] - NC17
When Castiel was forcefully outed to his family on Christmas, he found himself estranged from his family for years. With the death of his twin, his family works on making amends, and Castiel can't fault his very religious family for trying. This is the first Christmas he's home again, and while he expects the awkward, stilted family moments as they navigate their broken relationships, he doesn't expect to actually enjoy it. But Christmas is about family, about love, and Castiel finds himself deep in it.
mentions of child abuse, mentions of physical/emotional abuse, Christmas