"behind my smile are things you'll never understand"

[lots_of_bubbles]

It's strange when you come to realise that someone who you thought knew you better than you knew yourself actually has no clue whatsoever.  For the first time in a year + 6 months i have wondered what it is all for + why it has taken me this long to realise, to actually open my eyes and see what i have without anything tainting the glass inbetween

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[faerie_x_dust]

Honey, no one would judge you.. speshy not your friends. We'll be here for you, no matter what you're feeling.
Promise.
Because we love you so much.
And I love my ellie-bean.
*big huggles*

-x-

[anonymous]

awww, ellie

[jenni_lovesyou]

Aw Ellie.. I feel like this sometimes, like I cry for no reason.. but sometimes you can just get sad for no apparent reason even if you have the best friends in the world.
You just have to try and smile and things will work out eventually, and as Ceri (I think it's Ceri anyway), said, it's not the end of the world if they don't.
Hope you're feeling better soon, it's the summer remember :)
xxx

[anonymous]

well that sucks