Dear Journal

Today I was a penguin, and John was a larakeet.

It was a busy day today. I woke up early from a dreamless sleep, glad I was feeling better than the night before when I had what felt like a physical anxiety attack without the emotional anxiety that came along with it. I think it was the chemicals I'd ingested that day ( Read more... )

Dear Journal

Today I was a bobcat and John was an ostrich.

Went and saw my mama today, and she is so good at reassurance. She says that everything will be fine, and her optimism is refreshing. We went to try to get John in his doctor's appointment, but the same thing happened with his insurance as happened to mine, so we had to leave ( Read more... )

Dear Journal

Today I was a bear cub, and John was a beaver.

I'm not much in the mood for writing, so we'll make this quick.

Family reunion went well. Saw my uncle bob, talked with a few people, went fine.

God provides, phone bill paid

I like one susan, don't like the other.

i'm gonna take my meds and head to bed. Please, no more bad dreams ( Read more... )

Dear Journal

Today I was a goldfish and John was a clown fish.

I woke up from a terrible dream, but was happy that the day was overcast. I guess it had rained sometime while I was asleep, because everything was damp and the sky was still gray. Beautiful. I talked to my mama, but her phone died, so I decided that we should go for a ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Today I was a hidey turtle and John was a kangaroo.

The day was a lull day. Didn't do much. I made a couple makeup tutorials, and that's about it. Craving nicotene really bad. Why'd I ever smoke to begin with? Cuz I didn't care. It was like a transition, I won't hurt myself, I'll just hurt myself this way. Feh. Awful habit, ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Today I was the montauk monster, and John was Nessie.

I had a pretty relaxed day today, not much to record. Had some swooshy dreams, and woke up in a good mood. Took a nap later, and had more dreams. I added sweetpickledhearts (aka, Susan) on Myspace, and officially have a friend in Tennessee.

John went to work, and I ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

You're a pain and I don't remember why i wanted to do this.

But in any event, today I was a bush baby, and John was a Gila monster. It was a nice weather day. Kind of an overcast day with a nice breeze.  I woke up sore, and I'm still sore, and I'm not sure why. I worked some outside, and John had his day off of work today ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Today was a nice day. I woke up from strange dreams that I don't remember now. The weather was beautiful. I was a howley monkey and John was a waddle penguin. We went for a walk to get Mikey his presents for his birthday. It was perfect weather for a walk. We got him some pretty cool things, and it was nice to get out for a ( Read more... )

Dear Journal

Today was a really good day. I think that the way me and John are growing in our way of thinking is really very beneficial. It's not exactly demanding obviously good things to happen, but more paying more attention to all the good things that happen. Being hopeful, and being good. It feels really nice. We know we've got problems ( Read more... )

Dear Journal

This is gonna have to be a quickie, I took my sleep meds already cuz I forgot about you. Look how special you are! Good thing John reminded me.

Today I had no pain meds with led to a massive headache which led to a massive nosebleed. But that was exciting I suppose.

Things haven't been that bad. i know it looks like it now, ( Read more... )