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Jun 15, 2011 17:46

Okay, I'm really really ready for this horrible sick terrified feeling to go away now.  Really.

*hides moar*

blah, emo, ack, home loan

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rdave1 June 15 2011, 11:22:07 UTC
*hugs you tight* bb!

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lotus79 June 15 2011, 13:18:57 UTC
*hugs back* thankyou

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lotus79 June 15 2011, 13:20:15 UTC
Thankyou :)

Hopefully you and me and Cam can manage to be online at the same time sometime soon... I miss those 3 way chats.

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sonbon71 June 15 2011, 13:06:43 UTC
*clings like white cat fur on a black sweater* honey, you have a good heart and a brave soul. There are plenty of people in your corner here. Fear of the unknown is natural - scary but natural. Just remember - left foot, right foot ....

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lotus79 June 15 2011, 14:52:02 UTC
ha, what an image

yeah, I know it's normal, but I am getting sick of it. I just want to feel like I did a month ago! That was good! This is bad! *sniffles*

talked to mum today and that helped. hopefully it can be good for her too cos I can help with stuff she has trouble with (like getting up on the roof and cleaning gutters! apparently my bro is too heavy for it--tin roof on the patio--and no way mum can get up the ladder. I will have to give it a go)

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sonbon71 June 16 2011, 00:07:50 UTC
Keep on talking to your mum. Mums truly "get it" at times like these. Bunker there for a while and give yourself time to reassess and decompress from a week where I am sure you feel like someone has dropped you into a washing machine and hit spin dry. *cuddles*

I got some great advice from a work mate years ago. "They say time heals. Which is sort of true - with time, it still sucks but it sucks less and less."

Here's the scary thing - she is right. So it's left foot, right foot for us my darling. You have a massive cheer squad - just don't ask for us all to get into mini skirts and shake pom poms. :-P

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misscam June 15 2011, 14:07:40 UTC
*massive hugs*

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lotus79 June 15 2011, 14:48:35 UTC
*clings*

has eased up a bit but it still lurches over me every now and then. Not very nice at all. :(

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kag523 June 15 2011, 15:00:24 UTC
*hugs hugs hugs hugs*

I'm thinking about you today (and I just spammed your other page). Take care of yourself, hon. I'll be sending you all my happy, peaceful vibes your way. Feel them? Those are from me.

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lotus79 June 15 2011, 15:41:07 UTC
*feels them*

thankyou :)

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