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I'm going to start up this journal again after a long hiatus as a way to record my knee recovery and fitness goals. I've been thinking that this would be a good way to write down both my effort and my progress.
So, here is the situation now. I'm in my fifth week after my knee surgery, which was an anterior cruciate ligament reconstruction and a ( Read more... ) -
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I've been back in Victoria for seven months, and I'm now used to it enough that I'm starting to miss up North. How strange, but there it is. My job with the MoF up in Nanaimo is pretty good, though I wish that we weren't in such young stands all the time. With the way it is now, all I see is scenery cross-hatched with cutting blocks and heavy ( Read more... ) -
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I am back in Victoria, with a place of my own. I find it as confusing, busy, and jarring as I thought it would months ago.
Time for an adjustment period. -
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I've realized that my emotional state has become much simpler than it has been quite a while. I'm just surviving day to day and waiting very excitedly for the move down to Victoria. In some ways I guess this means I'm not investing myself in the whole day-to-day activities as much as I normally do, but I'm okay with that. I need to go home, ( Read more... ) -
Glasses!!!
So, it turns out that I need glasses. After all the headaches and eye fatigue from work, I finally got myself an appointment and found out that I have been driving around for more than a year with the bare legal minimum of vision! 20/40... Turns out that I have mild astigmatism, though the rest of my eye is fine ( Read more... ) -
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I had a dream last night; one that was really good in some parts, and disturbing in others... There was this morphing of past and present boyfriends, of events from the past that have a lingering possibility to manifest in the future. Not something I really want to wake up to ( Read more... ) -
To ease my mind
I'm writing this letter here, because I don't want to trouble you while you've traveling. I know you've having a great time, and I don't want you to worry needlessly.
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I wonder how long I'm really going to be able to convince myself that I'm not unhappy here. On days like this, with pent-up frustration, anger, and disappointment, it certainly doesn't seem far away.
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The monthly update
Well, my regular activity this time of day before dinner was cancelled by 'a fecal incident in the main pool'... So it seems my trip to the gym is nixed. I find myself increasingly distracted from LJ by the crack that is Facebook. Damn that site, and its' many, many distractions ( Read more... )
