Ah, its been a long time since my last entry. I can't remember but I think it might have been a depressing one too. I am not sure which direction this one is going to go in or how much I want to say. In fact, with most situations in my life, I have no idea whats really going on anyway. Umm, lets start with the car story ( Read more... )

So there has been a lot of stuiff going on as of late. I am not all here, thats for sure. I have been having a way harder time with the death of my grandma than anyone can even imagine. I am not one to sit and cry about it. I will be perfectly happy for the most part in person. There are many problems at home that are making it difficult to be ( Read more... )

I don't want to be alone in my room right now. I called a few people about a thousand times, which I don't normally do. So many people say they will be there for you when you need them...Where the hell are they now? A few people who didn't answer are excused due to waking up early or working long hours. I am not mad at them. The rest, however, ( Read more... )

Yeah, seriously sucks to be me right now.

My car is totalled, the accident is my fault, even though everyone slammed on their breaks, but because I was the last car in line, I got the ticket.

My driving record is horrible.

I have no car, no money to get a new one, no way to work yet, and I have to figure out how to finance the huge ticket I got ( Read more... )

Everyone read the lyrics, especially those in bold!!!

"Life Is Wonderful"

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
( Read more... )

Tonight so far has been interesting and fun. I decided to go to the New Ritz to see Ray Street Park, Throttlebody, and Social Fever play. All the bands played incredibly well, needless to say I was impressed. It was the first time I had seen Throttlebody perform since late november last year when I was involved with a certain someone....lol  ( Read more... )

I went to see Nickleback, Three Days Grace, Hoobastank, and Hinder tonight. Yay!!!!!!! Neal was my concert companion as always. Vernon and his girlfriend, Angie, were there as well. I had so much fun despite the lame ass crowd. The crowd was made up of mostly older people, drunk chicks, bored guys, and little kids. How am I supposed to mosh and ( Read more... )

I guess sleep will be nonexistent for me this weekend. Not that I am complaining too much. On thursday I actually got to sleep in past noon, it was a wonderful feeling. I worked in the evening, which has become a foreign concept for me, but I like it that way. Besides, I have karate most evenings, but I digress ( Read more... )

I swear the situations I get myself into are just crazy. I should write a book about all the things I have been through. Appearantly I am in an exclusive non-relationship now. Whatever that means. He doesn't know what to do and neither do I. I get so exhausted trying to figure all this stuff out. Whatever...we like each other, we hardly see each ( Read more... )

I went to a strip club in Canada with Mike and Kaveh tonight. It was quite the interesting evening. The girls were all very lovely and very friendly.....HeheheheI never thought I would actually go to one, but it was fun, I am not going to go into all the dirty details on here.

I decided to give up on guys again. I am not even going to go into the ( Read more... )