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Oct 10, 2004 12:14


okay, well im updating because i have pictures from teh weekend, and i have some feelings that i need to get out! so i think its the perfect time to do it because thery are all building up inside of me!=\ This is gonna be a VERRRYY long enrtry because i have ALOT of picures PLUS my entry! so if you dont wanan read it all or look at any of the ( Read more... )

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blonde7 October 10 2004, 13:01:53 UTC
Jordan.
I'm so sorry you feel that way.
But no matter what, I will never ever ever leave you behind you are my best friend. and sometimes i feel that way when you hang out with Jordan and stuff. Sometimes i feel like you dont care. But i know in my heart you really do.
You mean so much to me. I never laugh and do any crazy things with any of my friends. Only you. When I hang out with other people, its so boring. I mean it really is. but you. Oh Jordan we have so much fun and everything. I really hope that you feel better and it does feel good to let your feelings out.
And i want you to know, no matter what happends in mine our your life. You will always be my best friend. Please dont ever ever ever forget that ( ... )

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 13:08:13 UTC
thank you michelle,
i love you so much! really i know you are here to talk to, and when im ready, theni will talk, but im just not sure if thats right now!
i love you!
but i seriously never said i was gonna do anything to hurt myself, so it really wasnt nessisary to put that, and i would really appricatie it if you never mention that again! that would be great! okay thank you!

<*3

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blonde7 October 10 2004, 13:14:03 UTC
Jordan.
I understand. I feel that way sometimes to.
I know you never said that.
But I didnt mean hurt yourself like that.
I just meant like... dont be so sad all the time, and be all depressed.
ugh that doesnt make sence? too hard to explaine But yeah.
I love you.
I hope everything gets better
:)
<3

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 13:25:44 UTC
hmm..alright..
well if cant really explain it, them you shouldnt of said it!
i know im over reacting..
but when you said that, it really hurt, because i dont do that stuff anymore, that was last year! i changed, and i moved on!
im a whole different person!and it just hurt when i saw that because it brought back all kinds of bad memorys!

<*3

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crazymonkeygurl October 10 2004, 13:02:20 UTC
awww s0o cute

i <3 you

<33*

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 13:09:05 UTC
thank you!
<*3

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xpinkgummibear8 October 10 2004, 13:07:54 UTC
jordan rineer.
i care.
i love.
i miss.
i cherish.
...
you.

when your feeling the lowest of the lowest always remember that i will be here for you. i seriously will always be here you don't even have to WORRY about me not being there because i will. everything is not going right for alot of people its really car-zay and not good.
but i hope with all my heart you will get better.
because life just wants to shine out through your window so just open it and it will be ohkay.

but i love you so yah.
& yayuh we have a picture together even though i look HORRIBLE in it.
:[
tehe.
more pictures of you and me.......have to keep coming.
ly<3

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 13:11:26 UTC
Lain!
my gush..what am i gonan do with you?!
you always lift my spirits when i am down! and i love you so much for that i really do! your such an awesome, beutiful, Amazing person, and i love you!

And you looke gorgeous in that picture i dont know what you are talking aboutt!!
and we do need more picturess!!

mauhh*
I love youuu
<*3

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xpinkgummibear8 October 10 2004, 13:24:46 UTC
woopiiyay.
im just glad i made your spirit life up!
did it lift up to the sky?
ha. tehe.
your a beautiful funny awesome cool person too.
we match like clothes.
yayuh.

&no way...youdo! member you have a beautiful smiile.
tehe.

iloveyou!!<3

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 13:27:14 UTC
ahhh..
lian...
my spirits did lift up to the sky, just because of you!
=)
thank you so much for everythingg!!
and we matchh!
whoott!
(=

I love youuuu and your Gorgeous selff!
<*3

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crazymonkeygurl October 10 2004, 13:28:13 UTC
o ya jordan i <3 u s0o much and your really a best FUCKIN nictest friend that i ever had... and i <3 u

remeber ur my screwing babe

luv ya
<33*

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 14:38:00 UTC
thanks nicole!
<*3
love ya girliee

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crazymonkeygurl October 22 2004, 17:59:27 UTC
anytime

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xxsunshinexx_32 October 10 2004, 15:32:56 UTC
VERY cute pix.

you and colton look SO cute! :)

hehe. love you.

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 15:39:08 UTC
Aww thank you lovelyy!
but theres none of you, i wanted one thought but i couldnt fine you!!
<*3
haha..everyones saying that about me and him!!

Muahh*

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xsweetaddiction October 10 2004, 15:57:07 UTC
awh jordan i read what u had to say.
i love you. and im sorrie. gosh its good to knwo im not the only one who gets all upset. i miss seeing you and talking to you. i think im coming up soon. as fer teh guyz. i feel ya tehre too. i lost my best guy friend * i think u have one pic of him up there* and im not the same. im not a guy but i think like one. lol. if i cna help u let me know. i love you.

ur pics were beautiful. especially ur sister! hehe.

ilusm.

-danielle

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loud_n_crazy October 10 2004, 16:06:46 UTC
Danielle!!!
i miss you so much!! and your not the only onee! and i wanna see you so bad, i miss seeing you on the weekends and everything! =\ if you do come up we REALLY need to hang outt!!! and im sorry you lost your best guy friend, now i dont feel as alone!

and thank you! my sister is gorgeous! but so are you!!

I love you so fucking muchh!!

<*3

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