I've been..gluttonously enjoying my time at home. I know that one day I will return to this place with the intentions of starting a family. I am no other than a child in shallow waters, not yet ready to approach the deep. But how fixated I am with that far distance, and how much I cringe knowing that this woeful separation exists. I will find a love that exists far beyond me yet enthralls me interminably. In this state, I hope only for a tranquil patience and a serene faith in trembling aspirations.
I have paranoia and depression, and I secretly try to ruin everything around me. I have a great life and I take every bit of it for granted. I want to cry for help but I have no legit excuses. I am in love, I have friends, and a roof over my head.
I think I'm just desperate for attention.
PS. Thank you for making this post. You know who I am. Maybe someday I will tell you.
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he's going to get the flu now.
and i'm in a fairly good mood!
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I think I'm just desperate for attention.
PS. Thank you for making this post.
You know who I am. Maybe someday I will tell you.
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