i know my boyfriend loves me.
but i am just insecure about his ex girlfriend.
she is making me not trust him...
a lot.
she is sneaky
and i dont like it.
i dont like them talking...
and he keeping it from me...
i dont know
things are just too good to be true right now.
i guess.

i love this boy

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I love James Scott Rankin.

much

so many things have changed lately..

i dont even know what to say.

i miss a lot of people that i havent seen in a long time, too long of a time.

I miss Kim.

I miss ERIN..

Erin, I am def. going to come visit you at Male soon.
Maybe I will come on a Wednesday after school.. Go to Art Club, it will be like the old days.

Oh well.

I hate you.

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I am not ready for this.
I am not ready to be alone.
I need something, anything to make me smile again.

I am not ready.

I am giving up.

I am a horrible person.

Thank you.

Alyssa Lee Disney

It is official.

I am moving out of my house.

Christina and I are renting a house together and it makes me smile.

She is the greatest best friend ever.

I miss Matt.... a lot.

Lovely.

Alyssa Lee Disney

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He makes me happy.
Matt really makes me happy
But I dont know if that will be enough...

I need something to allow me to know it is okay..

Alyssa

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