i hate my self sooo much right now i jus want things to happen.......... i dont really feel like retypin all of it so go to my xanga page.........

man i need to see jesse i have this bad feelin things arent ganna work out b/t us..........i mean i hope so.........iono y im so fuckin depressed...........

gah damn i cant ever see jesse i cant ever talk to him wen r things ganna happen?!?!!?!  rawr times like these i realllly need him..........jesse come and poof in my room!!!! *POOF* damn he still not there ::tear::  man like i wish i could see him waay more and talk to him waay more he doesent call that much or ne thing........ it depresses me ( Read more... )

rawr!!!! i jus typed up this hole entry (not very long) but like i went to rich text editor now i have to type it all over again

i hate gettin up early, acualy i dint get up early but o well          im suposed to get a bathing suit today from target if ne of em acualy fit (thatll b a first)

im tirediss very, so ill talk to yall laterz

and chad i ( Read more... )

FIRST NAME? Shannon ( Read more... )

im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooXinfinity bored right now!!! im talkin to josh t. and claire and like there both not talking lol joshy is at his grandmas so the computer is slow lol ( Read more... )

ok ok ok i have not updated in a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong ass time because my computer was dying and everytime i went to the library by the time i got to it i had to go so let ( Read more... )

im so tired ri now but like im awake which sucks ( Read more... )

hey everyone how was ur day today? im so bored im jus sittin here ( Read more... )

yeh well im clean now...lol
still sad :( yeh well noone cares i already know that....
tired bored and dumb yeh we had a softball tourney today we lost ........
im bored bye

yeh i no i havent talked in a while lately....... ive had softball and stuff and hw and been depressed.... god i hate goin to this school there no guys there that will never like me or never look good cot damn these ppl ( Read more... )