Dear LJ,
Let's recap:
I'm living with John,
engaged to John
and
happyasfuck.com
with John.

Who would've thought?

Yaaaay me!

For all of those wondering.. 
the wedding is years away.
We both decided we want everything to be right..
Not like things ever happen that way, but we are trying.
We must prepare and be stable to do everything we want to do...
So tha we do ( Read more... )

Dear Lj,

Soo another weekend spent with my stinky penguin and he asked me to move in... (again)
And since I spend all my extra time here anyway... why not?
I want to take things slowly though and tear down the wall and make a bigger room for us and give his little sister a room too. 
He's all for it and soo am I.
I always thought I would make a good ( Read more... )

Dear LJ,

I don't even know how to explain to anyone that my 24th birthday was one of the most amazing birthdays I've ever had. I know I will never forget this weekend and/or anyone in it.

Where to start? Ohh yeahh.. Friday!
Mama dukes took me shopping for my dress. Which I MUST say was totally worth the $130! 
Mama dukes and I had dinner and caught up ( Read more... )

Dear Lj,

Long time no talk, but I've been busy getting my life together and what can I say... It was time apart well needed. Writing my feelings, thoughts and outings just wasn't cutting it.. I had to go out and do something.

Sooo where do I start off? Ahh yes the "cut"..
I started reading the SECRET, after watching the movie and realized how my life ( Read more... )

dear lj,

sadly.. jose passed thursday afternoon. i believe moments after i wrote about him in lj.
::sighs::

the funeral saturday night was rough.. aside from fighting with luis about going (because he hates funerals- they remind him of his dads) and because we were super late.. it is sad because we've lost a friend, brother & son and i don't think it ( Read more... )

Dear LJ,

So it's been awhile... Quick recap:

-John was accidentally shot in the back and is now paralyzed from the chest down.
It has been extremely hard on everyone.  And although I know I shouldn't.. I constantly blame myself for not being in his life to PERHAPS prevent what happened.  I wish our break up wouldn't have been so rough, because then it ( Read more... )

Who's laughing now????

::CRICKETS::

I AM.. HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Baaaaahh... you are SO sad!
Nice to know I'm still the center of attention..
Hahaha..
What can I say it's what I do!

It's true what they say..
"it's hard to get you outta my system"
not conceited... convinced!
lmao..

Anyhow shout out to scrappy dOo & miami's finest... 
They weren't kidding when they said birds of a feather fly together..

Been there donee ( Read more... )

Dear LJ,
sO I finally did it..
i gOt my first tat with Nikki @ Phat Joe's:

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Dear lj,
i can't help but laugh because..
K A R M A 
has struck!!
too bad you had to be a compulsive lying,
bOo kissing, tragic..
head case.
Sorry boUtcha..
Good luck with that!
tee-hee,
kLL