So, my thesis is turned in. I'm torn between relieved and nervous- I won't hear about grading for another few weeks. And because I'm almost not sure what to do with myself now. And the anxiety hasn't quite faded.

But! It's done! I'm free!

man I really hope Germany losing doesn't affect my thesis grade. my supervisor is German and cares about these things. (my second reader is also German but I don't think he cares.)

In other news, thesis still difficult help.

sulky and angry and I don't want to write any more.

also there's not enough light in my new room for me to do anything properly.

New room! Much the same as old room, except without roommates (the landlady lives downstairs, she's a middle-aged Dutch woman) and a table I can work on, which will be good for thesising. Friends helped me pile all my crap in here. It went fairly painlessly, actually.

Next up, cleaning the old room and then more thesising.

Things I don't want to do:

everything. all the things.

Weather got suddenly nice today/yesterday, so all I want to do is listen to this:

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maaaaaaybe also drink beer on a terrace

(certainly not work on my thesis)

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I sort of wish it was still possible to sleep through games. :/

HEY EVERYONE TODAY I DIDN'T WORK ON MY THESIS BECAUSE IT IS MY BIRTHDAY SO I SAW THE AVENGERS INSTEAD

IT WAS PRETTY GOOD YOU GUYS

I LIKED IT

why is Arsenal doing this to me

don't they know that I'm already emotional from thesis stress and the clusterfuck that is Hertha

why